Sad Thoughts Novels & Stories

LOSING someone important to you is generally considered one of the most traumatic and devastating experiences that a person can go through. The grief and sorrow can be overwhelming, and can affect a person physically, emotionally, and mentally. How much more kung parti ng pagkatao mo, inalagaan mo ng siyam na buwan sa tiyan mo tapos magigising ka na lang sa isang iglap, na malalaman na wala na ito?

The flower of sorrow or a hope I’m looking forward. @DeathWish

Kaya hanggang ngayon, hindi namin magawang mag-move on. Unfair, isn’t it? They loved us with everything they had, held us so tightly it felt like we’d never be let go—and yet, in the end, they left us hanging. I can’t bring myself to feel anger; it’s not rage that lingers in me… only sadness. A heavy, gnawing sorrow that refuses to fade. I’m still grieving, still learning how to breathe in a world without her.

His face became sad pero agad ding naalis yun dahil tumango siya. "I'm grateful t-that you are b-both safe.." Saad nito. Ngumiti ako at kusang humawak ang kamay ko sa tiyan ko, sinundan niya yun ng tingin. "I'm sorry...dahil sa g-ginawa ni Joy." saad nito. Umiling ako. "It's not your fault, Drake." "Sit here." tapik nito sa gilid ng kamang kinahihigaan niya.

saad ko pa. Tumahimik na ako at nagconcentrate na lang sa pinapanuod. Ilang beses ko na itong nakita pero hindi ako nagsasawang panuorin ito. The song is about the person you love who can't see you and his/her attention was is someone who can't give back what he/she feels. Masakit at malungkot yung song at hindi ko alam kung bakit feeling ko nakakarelate ako sa kanta eh wala naman akong nagugustohan. I maybe have a crush on Zero but that's just it. Humahanga lang ako sa kanya, don't have any deeper feelings. Kung hindi naman sa kanya wala naman akong ibang nagugustohan dahil busy ako sa school to entertain others. Though may mga nagkakagusto sa akin at nagpapakita ng motibo but I ignore them

Wala na, basa na rin ang suot ko. Mukhang may mas malungkot pa pala sa akin ngayong gabi. May ibang tao pa pala na mas mabigat ang dinaramdam, na parang ang tandang padadamdam ay naging isang tuldok na biglang lumamlam. I believe that sad people are dreamers. "Ha? Paano sila nawala? Anong nangyari?" tanong ko habang tinatapik ko ang likod niya. Pinapatahan ko siya nang maigi.

Gusto rin sigurong maubos sa pag-iyak gaya niya. Ganito ba lagi ang pakiramdam nang mawalan ng tsansang makita ang isang taong matagal nang hinahanap at inaasam makausap? Someone who caused her so much pain and confusion and doubt that she literally wanted to destroy everything she laid her hands on? Someone she wanted to give so much love to, it pains her to be robbed off the chance? Someone who should be in love with her too? Why does it feel sad and heavy and empty all at the same time?

"I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry. Hindi ko sinasadyang sigawan ka. Nagulat lang ako. Fuck. I'm so sorry." I realized something about how Thaddeus kept saying sorry. He's traumatized. I traumatized him. It was my fault. To see Thaddeus keep saying sorry, lalo na sa tuwing nag-aaway kami. Hindi siya tumitigil sa kaka-sorry saakin hanggang hindi ko siya pinapatawad. Shit. I really hurt him this much. Parang pinapatay ako ng mga kutsilyong paulit-ulit na sinasaksak sa puso ko nang makitang ganon si Thaddeus.

Nagkaroon ng selebrasyon ang section namin pero hindi ako dumalo. As usual, I completely distracted myself. I locked my sadness up in a cage, in a small corner of my heart. But often, the sadness would beg a way out and slowly, it taints every happy feeling I have. But I trust the process. The process of acting okay until you're truly okay.

Tumango na lang ako at naupo nang ‘di kalayuan sa kanya. “I will go straight to the point. I’m really, really sorry, Althea,” emosyonal na wika niya, at may nagbabadyang mga luha. Parang piniga ang puso ko nang marinig ang sabi niya. Kakaiba talaga ang pakiramdam kapag narinig mo ang sorry na matagal mong hinintay—it’s bittersweet.