Sufferings Quotes Novels & Stories

haplos na lang nito sa kanyang braso, "sabi nga nila, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." Umakto pa itong parang lumalaban habang sinasabi ang mga katagang iyon. "Hindi ba kanta iyon?" natatawa niya na lang na saad. "Shut up, wag mo sirain ang moment." Pinunas na lang ni Paloma ang kamay sa kanyang mukha para pigilan siya sa pagtawa, "iyon na ang pinaka-magandang quotes na naisip ko para sa sitwasyon mo," pabirong batok na lang nito sa kanya.

"Can't you just be thankful that you are alive right now?" Natigilan ako't napailing. I looked at him, in pain, in anger. "You think I am happy that you saved me? Because of you, I am living in hell now. Because of you, I am living miserably now. I should have just died that day, that way I won't have to struggle to live in this fucking cruel world." **

Kahit nagkalayo sila ng matagal, umaasa pa rin siya na magkakabalikan sila. "Ang sakit naman 'non," mangiyak-ngiyak na sabi ni Nimpha. Wala nang mas sasakit pa sa taong dineretso kang hindi ka niya magugustuhan. Bakit pa kasi minahal niya ang amo niya? Kung puwede nga lang na mamili para 'di siya nasasaktan, ginawa na niya.

sabi nya sa sa'kin na kina ngisi ko ng may kasamang matalim ng tingin. "I am cruel to people like you, Mr. Cezar! I am cruel to people who do not deserve to live in this world. So there's nothing you can do if I myself will make you suffer because those who are powerless to do so because of your power, I will do it!" malamig kong sabi dito dahilan upang namumutla itong nakatingin dito sa akin. Paulit-ulit ko itong pinapahirapan dahilan upang masigaw ito sa sakit. Hanggang unti-unting nanghihina ito dahilan upang agad ko itong pinatay.

Ang mga pagsubok na hindi nila kayang labanan at kinalaunan ay sinukuan na lamang. Isa ako roon! Isa sa mga taong nawalan na ng pag-asa at ang lahat ng pasakit ay gusto nang bigyan ng katapusan. It's better to cross the line and suffer the consequences than to just stare at that line for the rest of your life. Iilan sa atin ay kayang labanan ang lahat ng pagsubok na dumarating o darating pa lang! Just don't let yourself down. Everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain.

Ang mga kamay ay nakatuko sa mga tuhod at nakayukong umiiyak. "Why God has to make me suffer like this? Why put me in the situation where it is so hard to stand again?" pabulong niyang salaysay, siya lang ang nakarinig. "It's my fault... I lose her... I'm so dumb for not believing... damnit..." sinuntok-suntok niya ang kaniyang ulo, "Fcking memories, just come back!" sigaw niya at animo'y nagmumukha na siyang baliw sa mata ng ibang tao, pero sa mga kaibigan niya na nakatingin sa kaniya ngayon, ay naiintindihan ang dinaramdam niya.

patuloy niya. Nagkibit balikat ito at tumingin sa makulay na kalangitan dahil sa papalunog na araw. "Because I always believed death has never been the answer to end our suffering. Believe me you can still do great things." tila siguradong sambit nito. "And if ever you feel alone remember me. Remember this one stranger that still believes in you." At that time for some reason… for the first time, I cried. I cried with my soul.

pagpapaliwanag ko. “Unfortunately, I donʼt typically believe on that quote. All my life, I didnʼt felt that I had been in the top. For me, I can definitely define that life is survival. You have to do something to survive in this complicated world. Even you have to do something bad that can harm a personʼs feeling,” pangangatuwiran nito sa akin, saka bumuga ng hangin. “I wish I didnʼt exist on this world. Even if I exist, I wish I have died back then. Iʼm tired on how to deal with my problems. It bring me too much pain thatʼs why sometimes I want to give up.”

The words echoed in my mind like a chilling whisper, disbelief and fear twisting inside me. May mas igugulo pa ba ang buhay ko? Fine. I’ll let myself be the sacrifice if that’s what it takes to end the suffering of the person he’s talking about—the one who’s been struggling because of me. It’s not just my friends’ lives I’ve been a burden to; I’ve been a stumbling block for others as well.

Pero ako, wala man lang nagawa para sa kanya. "I'm fucking useless. God....bakit niyo hinayaan na mamatay si Cayden? Bakit hindi na lang ako?" Naiiyak na kausap ko sa taas. "Bakit hindi na lang ako ang kinuha niyo? Why do I have to suffer like this? Why do I have to feel this kind of pain? Kahit konti man lang ay hindi nababawasan ang sakit. Pakiramdam ko ay nadadagdagan pa yun.