Novel & Cerita This Is Where I Leave You

because I've already decided to leave for good. —------- AUTHOR'S DISCLAIMER: I am not a professional physician and have no professional knowledge in medicine. Some medical conditions, treatment, advice, medication, symptoms, etc. may not be accurate. If you have experienced the same thing it is recommended to seek for professional diagnosis and advice. Thank you!

iniwan din ako. "Goodbye, Love.” ---

Nakita ko sa mukha ni daddy na lumungkot ng bahagya. ‘’Kailangan ko munang hanapin ang sarili ko… Hindi ko mahahanap iyon dito eh… Mas masasaktan lang ako kapag nanatili ako rito. Kasi habang tumatagal na nandito ako, parang nanghihina ako… Aalis muna ako rito at hindi ibig sabihin niyon na hindi na ako babalik… Babalik pa rin ako hanggang may babalikan pa ako. Kailangan ko lang hanapin talaga ang sarili ko…’’

Kumalat ang tunog sa kwarto—parang pasabog Tumayo siya, malamig ang titig. “We’re leaving, Kurt. Magsisimula na ang training ko sa camp ngayon.” Wala nang damdamin sa boses niya. Wala na ring luha. Para bang sa unang pagkakataon—siya ang may hawak ng manibela. “Venisse! Don’t you dare leave me here without saying anything!” Bumugso ang tinig ni Kurt, malakas, puno ng galit at desperasyon.

"Lumabas ka! Ayaw ko sayo Lumabas ka!" Wala nang nagawa si Isabel wala na siyang lakas ng loob na magsalita, lalo na't baka lalo pang magalit at mapahina ang kanyang anak. Tahimik na lumabas siya ng p***o. Mula sa bintana, nakita niyang nakayakap si Yuan kay Viviane, nakangiti nang buong puso.

So I'll go, I'll go I will go, go, go So I'll go, I'll go I will go, go, go Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier Even though I might not like this I think that you'll be happier, I want you to be happier Then only for a minute I want to change my mind 'Cause this just don't feel right to me I want to raise your spirits I want to see you smile but Know that means I'll have to leave Know that means I'll have to leave

If i told you my secrets and i showed you my weakness. Would you love me or leave me? Tell me,how would you see me? Alam ko ngayon sa sarili ko na,pinapakingan niya ako.. If i told you my thoughts and showed you all of my scars.. Would you love me or leave me? Tell me,how would you see me? Love me or leave me..(4x) "I not leaving you okay? Walang maghihiwalay,So lets sleep".sagot niya na ikinagulat ko.

In fairness! Kapagkuwa'y kinuha niya uli ang gitara at pumuwesto sa harapan ko. Dahan-dahan niyang pinaglandas ang mga mahahabang daliri sa string. without you, in my life estare loco baby, please, don't leave me that will be, the death of me... "If you have plan on leaving me, just kill me instead..."

Wala na akong ibang masabi. Alam na alam mo, MJ, na 'pag lumampas ka sa guhit na ginawa mo, ikaw ang magiging talo. Maghihiwalay kayo pagkatapos ng lahat kaya please, 'wag. In-end ko ang call nang hindi man lang nagpapaalam at tinanaw ulit ang cross sa tuktok ng bundok.

or leave? Stay with him..or leave? It echoes back and forth in my mind. Am I going to stay or leave? ////////