Tula Sa Sarili Novels & Stories

' Naitanong ko sa aking sarili. "Tita. I'm going on tita's house." He said. I know that he only said it for me to embarrass myself more. The tone of his voice and his facial expression says it all. Sa sinabi niyang iyon ay ipinikit ko na lamang ang aking mga mata at huminga ng malalim para pakalmahin ang aking sarili dahil sa kabang nararamdaman ko dulot ng sarili kong kahihiyan.

Bakit ba kanina pa ako pinagkakalulo ng sarili kong katawan? "You may leave" ramdam ko ang lamig ng pagkakasabi niya noon. Dapat masaya na ako dahil siya mismo ang nagsabi na umalis na ako pero bakit ganito? Masakit ang salitang binitawan niya para sa akin na dapat ikatuwa ko pa. "Sandali" I said. "What?" iritableng sabi niya. "Okay, I'll agree"

Pagod na pagod ng tumatakbo. Umiiyak sa sobrang takot... Sa bawat bato na napapatid ... Nadadapa...tumatayo parin ako at tumatakbo hangang sa di ko na nakayanan... Hinayaan ko na ang sarili ko para mahuli nila... "Kiara!" Pagmulat ko... Naramdaman ko ang sakit ng malakas na suntok... Natuluyan akong matumba. Natigilan ang dalawa at nagulat.

"You must also bear in mind that nothing can last for your whole life, not youth, not beauty, and that your lover may not accompany you to grow old, and that even your money might be gone someday." "Therefore, you must learn to rely on yourself, and learn to live by yourself. Because only your own capabilities will stay with you for the rest of your life and it can definitely save you from every depth of despair." "Do you understand? Just like when I started studying jewelry design and you did not understand me. You said, wasn't it good to stay at home with someone making the money and keeping me? Why did I push myself so hard?" "But even though I knew he would never abandon me, I had to ach

But on the other hand, I also don't get myself. Simula noong sinabihan niya akong maganda, nakita ko na lang ang sarili ko kahapon at ngayong araw na conscious na sa itsura ko. Na baka kulang lang ako sa ayos kaya hindi masyadong nakikita ang "ganda" ko.

Ngunit hindi niya magawang lokohin ang sarili dahil alam niyang mayroon siyang motibo sa pagpapakita ng kabutihan. Gusto niyang makuha ang buong tiwala nito. Gusto niyang maakit rin ito sa kanya. Ipinilig ni Tyler ang ulo. Iwinaksi niya ang pang-uusig ng budhi. For chrissake, I'm only a man. And she's a very desirable woman, bulong niya sa sarili. He cleared his throat. "You have something to say about the eye operation," he reminded her. "Nakapagpatingin ka na ba?"

Ha, like I would even go to a party if my life depended on it. Should I take his apple laptop? Nah, not good enough, I know it would affect him but what the heck would I do with it that I can't do on my phone?. I need something which would affect him and benefit me at the same time. Don't look at me like that, I'm not selfish, he deserves it and it's selfLove tho. Munching on my favourite biscuit, an idea struck, *food* yeah food!. I jumped of my bed and did a booty shake. I can see your face now, told u am crazy.

Your mother and I certainly won't be able to depend on you to take care of us once we grow old. Just like that, my things were stolen from me yet again. In my previous life, it wasn't until the moment I died that I finally understood—things that could be stolen from me probably never belonged to me in the first place, just like that award-winning painting, the art exhibition, and Mom and Dad's favoritism. There were still some things they could never steal from me, though—my inherent talent and ability to learn. I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up at my parents. I then nodded and said, "I'll let Jane have it, then."

Tigas-ulo is real. Ilang beses na siyang sinabihan ng kanyang ama na huwag magpapagabi at huwag mag-enroll sa anumang sports na panlalaki just like wushu, taekwondo, kickboxing at iba pa. Hindi naman siya tibo. Hindi mo nga aakalaing may alam siya sa self-defense, dahil mahinhin naman siyang kumilos at napakaamo ng mukha. "Dad, I'm a grownup woman naman na eh! Besides, nag-aral ako ng self-defense. I can protect myself." Lagi niyang sagot pag pinapaalalahanan siya ng kanyang mga magulang.

“I can't lose Tita Crimson.” Napangiti naman ako sa naging saad nito at hinawakan ang maliliit na kamay niya na nasa pisnge ko. “You won't lose me, Bullet. I want you to be brave. Some people will deceive you, trick you, and make a fool out of you. Hindi mawawala si Tita pero hindi sa lahat ng oras nandito ako. So I want you to learn how to protect yourself, and the people that you love.” I lectured him.