Afraid For Love To Fade นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash You tossed it in the trash, you did To give me all your love is all I ever ask...” Ramdam ko ang mga luhang gustong-gusto nang magsilabasan mula sa mga mata ko pero pinipigilan ko 'yon, ayaw kong magmukhang duwag sa paningin ni Zayra. Ayaw kong magkalat ng mga luha sa harapan ng ibang tao. “Because what you don't understand is I'd catch a grenade for ya Throw my head on a blade for ya I'd jump in front of a train for ya

Sa lalaking nasa dulo na nasa gilid lang nakapokus ang mga mata ko. Heart beats fast Colors and promises How to be brave How can I love when I'm afraid to fall But watching you stand alone All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow One step closer Para akong nakalutang habang naglalakad kasabay ng pagkanta ng wedding singer. Para itong isang panaginip na para sa akin, hindi ko na gugustuhin pa na magising. I have died everyday waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years

Binuksan niya muna ang music player sa sala habang naghahanda ng mga dadalhin. Pumailanlang sa paligid ang musikang ‘Afraid for Love to fade’ na kinover ng iniidolo niya rin pagdating sa larangan ng musika. Pero hanggang ngayon ay misteryoso pa rin ang mang-aawit na si DeeJee. Ipinikit niya ang kanyang mga mata at ninamnam ang musika. [My head’s in a jam. Can’t take you off my mind. From the time we met. I’ve been beset.]

Maybe I don't fear fights but that time I feel fear. Fear that maybe oneday Chase will walk away to my life. Fear that my mind was right. Fear that one day we will not seeing each other. I haven't been in a relationship but I know the word 'love'. I told Rhezian that I don't know what if feels but I really do know. I love Chase and I denied it to them because I don't want them to look at me with pity. That one day when he leaved me, It'll fucking hurt me.

Hinila niya ang aking upuan papalapit sa kaniya at tsaka inipit nito ang aking buhok sa likod ng aking mga tenga. "You know what Shainahiah, sometimes I don't know what I feel about you. I do love you but... I couldn't be the person you wanted to hold onto," wika niya. "I don't understand. Why are you doing this to me?" "Let's break up Shainahiah. Heal yourself first, you deserve the world."

Lumapit sa akin si Thirdy at pinagdikit ang aming mga noo. “It's not a hard question.” For you, maybe, but for me, it is. And loving you means breaking my promise not to fall for a man who will offer the world and then drag me to hell. I am afraid, but my heart says something to which my brain agrees. “Natatakot ako.” “Hush. I'm here. I'm always here for you. Just tell me you want me, and you'll see fucking face for the rest of your lives.”

I even covered my mouth to hid my sobs, but it was too hard. Pinapangunahan ako ng takot at kaba. I don't want to lose them, kahit ako nalang ang saktan nila sa pagtakas sa mansiyon, ayos lang sa akin. Kahit ako nalang ang pahirapan, huwag lang silang malayo sa akin. Kung kaligtasan ko o ang kaligtasan nila, mas pipiliin kong mamatay kaysa makita silang naghihirap. “You've been a bad girl after I left the mansion, Ninety Nine. I don't even know you anymore.”

Ginamit niya ang kamay at iwinasiwas ito sa paligid, nagbabakasakaling mahawakan ang babaeng minamahal. Dahil sa pagkataranta ni Apollo ay hindi sinasadyang tumama ang paa niya sa isang upuan doon at natumba na lang. Agad napaungol si Apollo dahil sa sakit ng katawan pagkatumba niya. Hindi sumuko si Apollo at agad na tumayo saka pinakiramdaman ulit ang paligid, “Lucienda babe, I miss you too please let me hold you,” nagsusumamong sabi ni Apollo at napaluha ng wala pa ring sumasagot sa kanya.

I whispered into the dark, kahit hindi niya marinig. “Kahit hindi ako ang ending mo.” And I cried silently not because I was weak, but because love isn’t always winning. Sometimes… love is staying even when you’re scared. Even when you’re hurting. Even when you might lose.

tanong ko sa kanya ng maalala ko kung paano siya natakot at kumaripas ng takbo dahil sa ginawa ko sa kanya. “I’m afraid,” Aniya habang lumapit sa akin. “Afraid? Bakit?” “I’m afraid of falling in love with you Wife,” Yuko niyang wika. “Takot ka? Pero bakit?” “You already know that Wife, I’m afraid that you left me,” Lumapit naman ako sa kanya at yumakap. “Alam mo naman na hinding-hindi kita iiwan Love,” “Before?” Nag-angat ako ng tingin dahil sa kanyang sinabi.