Bad Worse Worst 소설 & 이야기

Siya lang mag-isa pero halos maubos na niya ang isang bote. "Shit! Issay, just come back, please! I hate this feeling of missing you so much!” His mind was in chaos while he continued drinking. Problema sa factory at pati na rin sa kasintahan. Alam ng binata na masakit para kay Elyssa na tanggapin ang katotohanan tungkol sa ina nito. Gusto niyang bigyan ito ng time para mag-isip pero hindi niya kayang hindi makita ang dalaga nang matagal. Lalo na naghiwalay sila na may samaan ng loob. Louie drowned his sorrow in liquor without even knowing it would help. At bago magdilim ang paligid ay nagdilim na rin ang paningin niya. He passed out because of too much liquor.

dagdag niya pa. Halos madurog ang puso ko sa nasaksihan na paghihirap ng kapatid ko. Umikot ako sa kanyang harapan at pinantayan siya. "You are not a bad person. Okay? Y-you will never be. You're just hurt kaya ka ganyan. All you need is the person who will understand your pain and that is me Kiara. I w-will never turn my back on you." nahihirapang saad ko. "If I am not a bad person why am I suffering in this pain? I deserve to be happy right? But why can't I be happy? Why am I always crying? B-bakit iniiwan ako?"

mariin at sarkastikong tanong ni Lauren, bawat salita ay may talim. "Bakit parang apektadong-apektado ka? Di ba tatlong araw pagkatapos ng nangyari sa atin dito, pinalayas mo ako? Sinabihan mo akong malaking pagkakamali ang lahat. Sabi mo, rules are rules. Propesor ka, estudyante lang ako." "Lauren, I did that to protect—"

“I adapt fast.” Napailing si Lora, pero hindi na siya sumagot. At kahit sa gitna ng tensyon may kakaibang normalcy sa eksenang iyon. Parang kahit papaano hindi kami nag-iisa. “Again,” sabi ni Alex, ibinalik ang atensyon ko sa kanya, “this time, imagine the worst-case scenario.” Napatigil ako. “Worst-case?” ulit ko. “Yes,” sagot niya, diretso, “because if you’re ready for that… everything else becomes easier.”

inis na saad ni Redden habang nakatingin sa litratong sinend sa kanya nang kung sino kanina pato nagaalboruto sa galit his woman is having an affair with his own cousin "cursing is bad " it's Andrea sobrang sama nang tingin nya kay Redden she's holding a glass of water habang seryosong nakatingin saamin "tito ninong cursing is bad no matter what happened don't curse because if the children like me hear you it possible na gagayahin namin ang sinabi mong bad words , we thought that it's good word not a bad because your saying it adults is a good examples in my mind so be that kind of adult"

Just give me all that you have so I can finally faint in peace. I frustratingly lied on the bed, pulling my hair as if that would help. This is too much, ayoko na. Hindi na ko babalik dito, ayoko na talaga. This day is a total bullshit, full of fuckery. Fucking worst day of my life. No, I take that back, there's nothing worse than the day I lost my parents. Lemme change that to 'fucking worse day of my fucking life'. "Excuse me po, I think I—"

she said slightly shouting. kumunot ang noo ng mga kaibigan n'ya sa sinabi n'ya. "What did they do this time?" tanong pa ni Celeste. Huminga ng malalim si Kaylee at uminom ulit ng isa pang shot ng whiskey bago nagsalita. "The worst thing they did is giving birth to me, that's what I know the worst thing they did but I just found out that there's more worst. Do you know what's worst than that?" sabay tingin n'ya ng matulis sa mga kaibigan n'ya at sabay-sabay naman ang mga ito na umiling-iling sakanya.

"Or else the worst will yet come to you-na forever ka na lang niyang itatago at mananatiling kaya ka lang niyang mahalin 'pag kayong dalawa lang ang magkasama." "Because if you're contented diyan sa sitwasyon mong hindi niya magawang maging proud siya sa iyo, isa kang malaking inutil. You have settled for less regardless of the fact that the Lord has something more wonderful He has prepared for you. Yet you choose the worst." Umaarteng concern ako sa kanya kunwari.

Pinakaba niya ako. "Mommy, ayaw ko pong saktan ka ng iba. Katulad na lang po ng Bad guy dati sa mall. Sinaktan ka po niya. Nasasaktan din po ako kapag nasaktan ka. Kaya, po ipagtatanggol kita sa kahit na sino po, mommy..." matapang na wika nito. Mas lalo ako nag-aalala. "Baby, I know, you're just worried. But, hindi mo na 'yon uulitin. Makikinig kay mommy ahhh," payo ko pa.

I need somebody who can love me at my worst No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth 'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst I can't take it any more this music is so annoying. I want a quiet ride. Gusto kong marelax ang utak ko, pero nakakinis yong tugtog niya. "Turn that off." sabi ko sabay turo sa stereo niya. Ilang minuto na ang nakalipas pero deadma pa rin ito. I don't know if he's concentrating on the wheel or nang-iinis na naman ito sa akin?