Breathlessly Novels & Stories

Bakit kaya Drix? "Tara na nga! Baka saan pa 'to mapunta. Yet, I can't wait to breathe! or should I say we badly need this!" sabi na lang ni Tristen. "Dude, you don't know how to breathe? It's the easiest thing to do so?" Kunot noo pang tanong nitong si lalaking may dalawang kulay ng mata. Seryoso ba s'ya? Nakalaklak ba 'to ng paracetamol?

We almost ran out of breath pero hindi bumitaw ang mga labi naming sabik sa bawat isa. Inihiga ko si Faith and I shifted my lips to her neck so she can breath. Pero naisip ko na hindi ko na ito dapat ginawa dahil magsisimula na naman tiyak ang panic attack niya. But then, instead of trembling, she moaned. And that made me loose it. Binalikan ko ang labi niya habang marahan kong hinaplos ang kanyang dibdib pero wala pa rin akong naramdamang pagtutol mula sa kanya.

At kapag bibilis ang pag-ulos niya ay sasabayan din nito ng paggalaw ng ulo nito. His breathing is heavy. His mouth was slightly parted as he groaned and moaned from ecstasy. Nagdulot din ng ibayong kiliti ang paminsan-minsan ay kumakaskas ang ngipin nito sa k*****a niya. Sa halip na masaktan siya ay mas lalo pa siyang ginanahan na bumayo.

Bakit biglang nawala ito? "I can't breathe," anas nitong nahihirapan. Ang isang kamay nito ay napayakap sa kanya. Habang sapo pa rin nito ang ulo. Bahagyang nakasabunot sa buhok nito. Ang buong bigat nito ay naging pasan niya.

And gentleness is not in his vocabulary now. I tried to push him with all my might. Pero bigo ako. He didn’t even want me to breathe. Kinakapos na ako ng hininga pero hindi pa rin siya tumitigil. I felt lightheaded. My lungs beg me to have oxygen on it pero hindi ko magawa. Tumulo ang luha ko at doon lang niya ako tinigilang humalik. I immediately breath kasabay ng paghikbi ko.

Pero hindi dahil sa halip ay mas lumawak pa ito at gumalaw na parang may mga guhit ng kulay bughaw at berde na hinihipan ng hangin. “Look at that…” mahina kong bulong, takot na takot akong masira ang bawat sandali. “I told you,” marahang sabi ni Rhevan, ang mata’y hindi inaalis sa langit. “Nature knows how to steal your breath when you least expect it.”

I am consciously panicking and losing breathe suddenly. Fear was eating me. 'tang ina' mura ko sakin sarili. Mauubusan nako ng hininga pakshit! I was panicking and slowly losing out my breathe than before I close my eyes I heard a flash. Pero wala na, napapikit nalang ako ng tuluyan. 'Cough! 'Cough! Masakit ang dibdib ko pati ilong ko habang naghahabol ng hininga. Lalo pa ako nahirapan makahinga ng may sumalubong sakin ng yakap.

I held my breath nang itapat niya ang face niya sa face ko habang nagto-talk. I got goosebumps all over! What the heck!!!!!!!! His breath is soooo mabaho talagaa!!! Grrr!!! I closed my eyes tightly and tried to pull my arm away, but he only gripped it even harder. “Sorry, Mister, but I'm in a rush. Maybe we'll get to know each other next time“ I told him calmly and gave a faint smile, even though deep inside, I was already feeling so scared na! He smiled again like a dog showing his madilaw-dilaw na teeth!

“Don’t close it.” Napakunot noo si Leila. “Sir, stuck lang po tayo. For sure Inaayos na.” Pero hindi siya naririnig. Or worse—he’s hearing her but not processing. Mas bumibilis yung breathing niya. Short. uneven. Parang kulang siya sa hangin kahit wala namang mali sa paligid. “Dylan,” Leila said softly this time. That name landed differently.

Kailan pa ba pumabor sa panig ko ang tadhana? "Hindi mo ako naiintindihan. Hindi ko iyon magagawa sa'yo. Hindi kita niloloko, Hayes! Kahit kailan hindi ko iyon kayang gawin." I breathed heavier than I ever had before. I was gasping for air that simply wasn't there. He frustratingly raked his fingers through his hair and it spring back in untidy tufts. Baklas ang tatlong butones ng kaniyang puting longsleeves polo. His chest rising and falling unevenly as he gasps for breath.