روايات وقصص ضمن Can't Cry Hard Enough

This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up, and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me And all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me And all of the people And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you Napahigit ako ng buntong hininga habang nagpatugtog si Luke sa stereo nh kanyang sasakyan. Hindi ko na naman mapigilan ang sarili ko na tahimik akong umiyak. " What the fuck! why are you crying Tanya? tell me, may problema ba tayo?" baling ni Luke sa akin. Hindi pala nakaligtas ang pag-iyak ko . Napasigaw pa ako ng bigla siyang nagpreno. Napahagulhol ako sa labis na takot ko.

It's raw, everything, raw tears, raw emotions. "I know how hard it is to be that strong for everyone. I know how hard it is to care so deeply. I know none of it is easy having a fragile heart in a cruel world that does everything to try and make you cold." I can't stop... I can't stop. Why can I not stop crying? "Nandito ako, naniniwala ako sayo, Aviona. Ipaglalaban kita. Please, wag mo akong pagdudahan. Hindi kita pababayaan."

Sobrang hirap. Paano ba ako makakaalis sa isang nakaraan na puno ng masasayang pagsasama? I tried to hold my tears not to cry out loud, but I'm too weak. Hindi ako makabangon dahil sa sakit na aking nararamdaman. Para ba akong may kapansanan na nawalan ng mga paa—hindi makatayo mag-isa. Unang mga araw na hindi ko pa talaga kaya.

galit niyang wika. Hindi ko magawang paniwalaan ang sinasabi niya. Kilala ko si Chadrick. Mahal niya ako. Hindi niya magagawa ang ipinamumukha sa akin ng lalaking ito. Pero wala akong naisagot. Patuloy lang ang pag-agos ng mga luha ko. "Crying won't solve anything." Tumulis ang paningin ko sa kanya. Nangalumbaba siya at muli niya akong tinitigan ng malalim.

The once tall, strong, sturdy freaking dam was broken and all the feelings and emotions I’ve kept all by myself came crushing down and there is no stopping it. “Pagod na ako, Kieran! Pagod na pagod na ako! Pagod na pagod na ako’ng masaktan! Pagod na pagod na ako’ng magpanggap na malakas ako kasi sa totoo lang ay sobrang nanghihina na ako! Ayoko na! Hirap na hirap na ako! Hirap na hirap na ako’ng mabuhay sa ganitong klaseng buhay! I just want to be happy but why does it seem so fucking hard to achieve? Fucking why?”

I love you more than you'll ever know I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you'll ever know But no matter how hard I tried to stop myself from crying para naman itong may sariling buhay na nag-uunahan sa pagtakas sa mga mata ko. Na kulang na lang ay humagulhol ako dito sa harapan. For sure, my friend will make fun of me after this but who cares? Guess this is how I love my baby so much. I'm not even ashamed to show the people that I'm crying. I'm crying because of happiness.

Bakit ko ba iniiyakan ang mga taong wala naman pake sa akin. Tumingala ako para pigilan ang luha pero patuloy itong nagilid sa aking pisngi. Para itong gripo na ayaw paawat sa pagtulo. I'm not a cry baby. I shouldn't be crying. They don't deserve my tears. But the more I stopped it the more it keeps falling.

he said softly, “that he still has ways of reaching you. And that terrifies me.” For the first time, his mask cracked. There was no ruthless tycoon in front of her now—just a man worn thin by war on every side. A man who still loved her, but didn’t know how to hold her without losing the only armor he had left. She took a slow breath, trying to steady her heart. “Then let me fight with you. Don’t shut me out.” He stared at her for a long moment, then turned to Kurt and Matthew. “Give us the room.”

Pinagmasdan niya ang binata na sunod-sunod na ang paglagok ng beer. "But it's so hard to be strong, when you've been missin' somebody so long. It's just a matter of time i'm sure, but time takes time and i can't hold on. So won't you try as hard as you can to put my broken heart together again,"

Hindi pwedeng ngayon pa lang ay panghinaan na siya. Tinakpan niya ang bibig nang mas lumakas ang kaniyang pag-iyak. Why are you crying? Reklamo niya. Why am I even crying? Ngayon niya napagtanto na hindi pala talaga madaling ibaon nalang sa limut ang nararamdaman niya. Humiga siya sa kama at hinayaan na ang kaniyang sarili na iyakan ang mga bagay-bagay.