Can't Cry Hard Enough Novels & Stories

I need to because I have my Caius and Cairo, my babies. May mga pagkakataon lang talaga na hindi ko mapipigilan na maging ganito. Sobrang sensitive ko at ang dali kong masaktan. "I don't know what you've been through right now but I want to tell you, don't cry for someone who's not worthy of your tears."

"I'm so lost right, now. I don't know what to do anymore. Feeling ko may mangyayaring masama kapag lalapit ako sayo pero hindi ko rin kayang mawala ka sa akin. I can't. I can't stay away from you, Baby. I can't." Nanginginig ang labi ko at pigil ko ang sariling wag umiyak pero hindi ko kayang pigilan. No matter how hard I stopped myself from sobbing I ended up crying with him. Lumuhod ako sa harapan niya at yumakap sa kanya. "Don't cry please. I don't want to see you crying. I will not leave you." Oh God. I'm so sorry I can't leave this man. I can't take to see him hurting like this. Bahala na!

Thunder retorted but his voice is still soft and weak. I tugged my fingers onto my hair in frustration and cried silently. Umupo siya at niyakap ako habang umiiyak. I couldn't help myself but to cry it out, the pain inside me, it kills me, it needed to come out.

Pinagmasdan niya ang binata na sunod-sunod na ang paglagok ng beer. "But it's so hard to be strong, when you've been missin' somebody so long. It's just a matter of time i'm sure, but time takes time and i can't hold on. So won't you try as hard as you can to put my broken heart together again,"

i can't bear it any longer . Lumihis ako at pasimpleng pinahid ang luha kong tuloyan nang tumulo sa aking pisngi,,dinig kong tinatawag nila ako but l can't just let them see my tears and vulnerability because none of them doesn't know my feelings with my bestfriend, ayaw kong isugal ang friendship namin just because i fell inlove with her.

I'll make him or her suffer to death, ’Till they beg to die. “It's okay to cry, honey,” wika ni Tita na mas lalong nagpa dagdag sa aking hagulgol. Mistula lalong nilamukos ng kalungkutan ang pagkatao ko. “But I need to be strong inside and out, Tita. Everyone is leaning on me right now. But how can I do that when I feel like I'm tearing apart?” “It doesn't mean you cry, you are weak. There is always time to cry and time to be hard and strong. For now, let it all out and be a crying baby,” saad ni Tita na bumasag sa natira kong depensa.

Ayaw niyang humagulgol na naman, pagod na pagod na siyang umiyak pero kahit na pagod na siyang umiyak tila ba hindi siya nauubusan ng luha. “Gusto ko ng umuwi, gusto ko na siyang iuwi. Ang hirap hirap dito love. Kapag iiyak siya wala akong magawa kundi ang tingnan lang siya. I’m sorry, I am trying to be strong pero hindi ko maiwasan na hindi panghinaan minsan. Akala ko malakas na ako pero masyado pala akong mahina.” Pahina nang pahina na saad ni Tyrone. Tinakpan ni Czarina nang kumot ang bibig niya para hindi lumabas ang mga hikbi siya. Malalaki na ang bawat paghinga niya dahil sa pagpipigil ng pag-iyak niya.

Hindi ko sya hinarap dahil hindi ko kakayaning makita sya, mas lalo ko lang sisisihin ang sarili ko. "Fuck, why are you crying?!"

Tumingin ako sa taas nang lumabo na rin ang mata ko dahil sa luha. I don't want to see anyone suffering in pain. I hate it. I hate how they feel sad. I hate the thought of it. I hate being sad and in pain so much that it envelopes me and swallow me. Maybe that's why I'm a pushover, maybe that's why I can't say no to anyone. Isang nakabibinging tunog ang narinig namin. Kasunod no'n ang katahimikan. Kumalas sa akin si Chryszyler sa pagkakayakap. He's still crying. So am I...