I'll Take One Step Away Lyrics の小説・ストーリー

pumiyok ang boses ko sa pagbugso ng luha ko, "Sorry nandito ka dahil sa akin." Humiwalay ng yakap sa akin si Steven. "Vance, don't say that. Masmahihirapan ako kapag nalaman kong ganito ang pagdadaanan mo at mag-isa ka lang." Tuluyang pumatak ang luha ko sa sinabi niya. "Maya maya huhupa din ang tubig. But if it is not and reaches the end of the rock we are stepping on and when we are swept away. I will do everything just to keep you safe."

Totoo naman eh, wala naman akong karapatan. Tumulo na naman ang luha ko pagkatapos ko sabihin ang mga katagang iyon. "Isa lang akong stepsister mo na bawal umibig sayo." Mahinahon kong sabi sa kaniya. Agad naman niya akong niyakap kaya napahagulgol na lang ako sa dibdib niya. Sinubsob ko pa lalo ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya dahil ayokong marinig niya ang pagsingkot ko. Wala akong pakialam kung mabasa man ng luha ang damit niya.

wika niya. Bumagsak ang mga luha ni Oliver. Tumango siya. "Okay," aniya. "Salamat sa pagsagot. So be it. I'm sorry for coming here. Umasa lang ako na maaayos pa tayo. Pero sa totoo lang, naramdaman ko naman na tapos na talaga ang lahat sa atin. I deserve this." Tumango muli siya. "I better go. Nangangako akong hindi na kita guguluhin pa ulit." He turned his back and slowly walked away.

Without you to hold me and heal my heart To guide me and keep me from falling apart My life is so empty, so hollow and cold Footsteps and echoes of nowhere to go Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, without you, I know I'm all alone I can't go on this way day by day Without you, who am I? What am I to do? My life's out of focus and so are my views I need you to give me the strength to go on

Into my eyes as if he's trying to petrify in me. "Do you ever think, when you're all alone All that we could be, where this thing could go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch your breath when I look at you? Are you holding back, like the way I do? 'Cause I've tried and tried to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away, yeah, yeah. Goin' away, yeah, yeah, yeah~

I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) I know you're thinking I'm heartless I know you're thinking I'm cold I'm just protecting my innocence I'm just protecting my soul I'm never gonna let you close to me Even though you mean the most to me 'Cause every time I open up, it hurts So I'm never gonna get too close to you Even when I mean the most to you In case you go and leave me in the dirt But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry And every time you walk out, the less I love you Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true I'm way to good at

“If you walk away from me tonight… I’m not sure I can let you go.”

Naging mahirap man para sainyo na tanggapin ang kasarian ko, naging mahirap din saakin ang Isiwalat ito dahil nakapaloob na ang diskrimination dito. Na kahit na ano pa mang iwas ko, Meron paring huhusga sa kasarian ko. Kaya gusto ko lang sabihin na, kahit ano Pa ang gawin niyo, hindi niyo ako mababago. Hinilig ko ang sarili ko sa upuan at bumuntong hininga. Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko at napangsing mahaba pa ang oras. Hindi ko namalayang madali ko palang natapos ang tula kaya medyo malayo pa ang balik nila.

Rhea: 🎼 I'll take one step away Then I find myself coming back to you My one and only, one and only…. 🎼 I'll take one step away Then I find myself coming back to you My one and only, one and only you… Napalingon si Jc sa akin ng marinig niya ang boses kong sumabay sa kanya. Isang tipid na ngiti ang binigay niya sa akin ng makita niya akong nakaupo sa tabi niya.

Ilang minuto ko siyang niyakap at hinalikan sa noo bago ako muling tumingin sa kaniya. "In another life, I would be your girl We keep all our promises, be us against the world In another life, I would make you stay So I don't have to say you were the one that got away The one that got away"