Novel & Cerita Learned To Be Alone Quotes

Hinampas niya ako at agad naman akong ngumiwi para pigilan ang ngiti na gusto na namang kumawala. “Kahit ang ganda ngang magpunta sa mga lugar na mapayapa, wala naman akong kasama. That’s depressing. I already felt so alone and yet I have no one when I’m in a place where my mind is running freely. I have a lot of things in mind when I go to different places and it sucks I have no one to say those things to.”

Pero dahil magkaiba kami ng department ay iba ang way niya sa akin. I walked into the corridor, alone. It's not new to me. I always walked in the corridor with myself. I heard someone say that if you walk alone in the school corridor means you are lonely. But people should realize that being alone doesn't make you lonely. It just means that you are strong enough to savor the serenity of solitude. Being alone doesn't make you less of a human.

I'm so useless, I didn't even see that she was already suffering from trauma and depression. I hated everyone who hurt me, and I hated myself because I just let them hurt me. I learned how to not depend on others. I learned that in this world full of judgement, I have no one but myself. I was alone all the time, and I learned how to accept that I'm going to be alone forever. I don't need anyone. I don't need anyone who would just hurt me again. Hindi ko na kailangan ng kasama dahil natuto na akong tumayo sa sarili kong paa...

I can focus on myself. Kuya's calling me now and then. Pero hindi ko kailanman sinagot ang tawag ni Mommy. Ayaw ko pa. I am atill not ready. Hindi ko alam kung kailan ko bubuksan ang sarili ko sa mga ganoon. I worked harder. It refreshes my mind and I gain a lot of knowledge. I made some friends in my office mates and I like hanging out with them but sometimes I do appreciate being alone often.

"Hindi ka ba marunong makaintindi? I want to be alone!" Hindi siya tuminag sa kinauupuan. Sa halip, kinabig niya ito palapit at niyakap. "Kilala mo ako Gray. Kapag lalo mo akong itinutulak palayo ay lalo lang akong mananatili sa tabi mo. Hindi kita iiwan. Just talk. Let go all the pain until you feel better. I will listen."

Pero kahit anong gawin ko hindi ko kayang kalimutan. I live my life alone. Without anyone that I can cry on. Without someone comforting me. No thing at all. Just living with my own sadness. (TO BE CONTINUED...)

I sighed. "Hindi ako inaantok.. May naiisip ako." sabi ko. "Ano na naman?" aniya sa matabang na boses. "May nabasa akong quotes kay pareng g****e. At sa tingin ko bagay iyon sa'yo?" saad ko. Tumango siya. "Then, share it with me." aniya na agad kong sinunod. "Lahat ba ng Single, malungkot na? Bakit lahat ba ng taken masaya?

"You're the only I have at kapag nawala ka pa ulit sa akin mas gustuhin ko na lang na mawala na rin." "Silas." "I've been alone for so long and I thought I'm used to that. I have to get used to that dahil wala naman akong choice kundi ang mag-isa. Lumaki ako na pakiramdam ko walang ibang kasama. Dad is so busy with work and the mother who raised me, knew nothing but to dictate me on what I have to do. I grow up forgetting what I want because I have to follow what she has to say in order to please her. But still, it wasn't enough. Every time she wants more. But when I met you, that's the only time I felt that I can be me. I can laugh freely, I can do silly things, I can laugh with the silly s

Anito pa na mas lalong ikinaasar ko. Diri- diretso kong nilagok ang alak at hindi na ito pinansin. "Are you alone? Can I join you? Hindi pa kasi dumating yung kaibigan ko eh." Anito pa at mas idinikit ang sarili sa 'kin. Kinunotan ko lang ito ng noo bago tinanggihan. "I'm good being alone Krista. Stay away from me." Mariing sambit ko bago ito tinalikuran.

"Hindi ko alam, Ken. Hindi ko kaya, kasi sanay akong sarilinin ang lahat, sanay akong mag-isa." "That's why I'm here, to make sure you don’t feel alone anymore." "Doon ako komportable, Ka—" "That's also the reason you're not okay. You always think you're alone, but the truth is, you choose to be alone," sabi niya. Napatingin ako sa kanya at ngayon ay hindi ko na naman napigilan ang pagbagsak ng luha sa aking mga mata.