Shamed Novels & Stories

She feels sorry for her. "Gail, sorry. Sorry kung nasasaktan ka. I'm really sorry. I-I don't know how to ease the pain. I-I'm sorry." Tipid siyang ngumiti. Unti unting tumulo ang mga luha sa mata nito. Nakagat niya ang labi. She feels guilty as hell!

Oo maliligo ako! Kaagad akong naghubad at naligo. Kinuskos ko lahat at sinabon ang bawat sulok ng aking katawan. Dahil naiisip ko ang mga halik ni Greg. Naiisip ko ang bawat mararahas na haplos niya sa katawan ko. Nahihiya ako. Walang natira sa puri ko. Pride na lang ang mayroon ako. Paano kung kinukunan pala ako ni Greg ng video? Paano kung ipakalat niya iyon?

pull down my skirt. Damn, is this what he mean? Ohh god, why on earth I wear this tight little skirt! Wrong choice of outfit damn I hate it. Pinaandar na muli nito ang kotse and I can still feel how his strong hands hold and squeeze my thigh, i'm sure right now that my cheeks arwe now crimson red because of shame!

my voice was heavy with regret and shame. I’m ashamed of how desperate I became. I begged her when I should have known better. I wanted her so badly that I stopped thinking about what she actually wanted. And I hate myself for putting her in a position where she might have felt like she had to give in just to make me stop begging. I wish I could take those moments back. I wish I had been strong enough. I feel so small remembering how desperate I was. Like I betrayed both her trust and my own dignity just because I was horny. Fucking horny.

I felt guilty for ruining our chance to escape the media. Ako ang nagdadala ng gulo sa sarili ko. I felt ashamed and thankful for them at the same time. Palagi nila akong inaalalayan sa lahat ng mga gagawin ko, if it weren't for them, I would probably there in fron of everyone and keep saying nonsense things.

Paano ko sasabihin na kahit wala siyang ginagawang masama sa akin, natatakot ako na baka isang araw ay makita niya rin ako sa paraan kung paano ko nakikita ang sarili ko? “Huwag mo ng isipin iyon, it's all in the past.” “Nakamove on na tayo di ba?” “I don’t know if magagawa ko iyan.” Muli akong napaluha. “Minsan pakiramdam ko... I’m not worthy.” “Don’t say that.” “Pero iyon ang nararamdaman ko.” “Pakiramdam ko, Leon, may kasalanan ako.” “Shane...”

I have the confidence to face them and I'm not afraid of what they will say and ask. I thought, why should I be the one to feel ashamed, when I'm not the one who cheated, right? I'm not the one who had a one-night stand and got pregnant. Whoever should be ashamed in this situation are the two of them, because they are both cheaters. Ipapakita ko sa kanila na hindi ako apektado, not at all.

mapanuya niyang tugon. I rolled my eyes. "Fine! He was so hot and handsome kaya hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko." Napahilamos ako sa aking mukha. "Every time I remember what happened that night, I felt so ashamed of myself. Kaya kapag malapit siya sa akin o nahahawakan ako, nakakaramdam ako ng kakaiba like takot ganyan or awkwardness because he's too much to handle! I mean do you get me, Callie? And you know what? Noong nasa Switzerland kami he was so different! Sobrang nakakainis siya ngayon. He would always teased me and make fun of me." Reklamo ko sa kaibigan. "Like what kind of nakakainis?"

Lalong tumitindi ang mga tanong ng reporter, sa totoo lang, may mga nagbubuga na ng panlalait at insulto. "Cheap actress!..." "Si Anna dapat ang ambassador, ibalik mo toh sa kanya!" Sa sandaling ito, sumali na din ang head designer ng WK sa mga insulto "Kakasuhan ko ang companya, ang ginagawa mo dito ay tahasang nagsisinungaling! Hiniling ko si Anna, sa halip, binigyan nila ako ng 3rd-rate na actress!"

“Ako? Madumi ang isip? Kung mayroong madumi rito, ikaw ’yon! Kayong dalawa ng babae mo! Akala mo ba hindi ko alam ang ginagawa niyo behind my back? Totoo ang sinabi ni Shamy. You’re both worthless pieces of trash!” Binatawan nito si Lilian, madilim ang anyo na lumapit sa kanila ni Shamy. Hiniklas nito ang braso niya nang marahas, ikinangiwi niya iyon dahil sa sakit. “Bitawin mo ako, Fredrinn!” palag niya. Lalong pinisil ng lalaki ang braso niya. Pakiramdam niya’y madudurog na ang kaniyang buto.