Shamed Novels & Stories

How will I face her after I shamelessly asked her with my own greed and schemes? This is beyond belief for someone like me to do such a thing. For heaven's sake, kailan pa ako naging shameless? Never did I do such a thing to put shame in my name. This is the freaking first time! Marahas na napabuntong hininga ako, especially when Kriesha went inside my mind so suddenly. "Should I be thankful that it was her who I was gone shameless?" wala sa sarili kong wika.

Oh, fuck! It was too late since my heels already tripped at na-out of balance na ako. I didn’t have anything to hold for support. Dire-diretso akong natumba sa malapit na mesa na sadyang natumba rin sa pagkakabagsak ko. Nabasag ‘yong mga plato, baso at flower vase decorations na lumikha ng matinding ingay roon. Shit, what a humiliation!

this was the only word that came out from his mouth in response to my long alibi, saving me from this awkward situation. His already red face became redder, though earlier he blushed thinking that I commited time to wait for him, but now the redness all over his face down to his neck was shouting of shamefulness and the twinkle in his eyes earlier were replaced by a fang of hurt. In the back of my head I felt guilty for shaming him. I didn't intend to do this but the words already slipped out of my mouth, hindi ko na mababawi pa if I want to save myself as well.

May dalang padding ang gown kaya hindi na siya nagsuot ng bra. "Ay bongga naman iyang cocomelon mo, ang laki! Palaban at malaman!" bulalas ni Sha nakinagulat niya. "Hoy, huwag ka ngang ganiyan, ang manyak mo talaga at ang ingay-ingay ng bibig mo, mahiya ka naman, Sha," saway ni Quinn. "Sorry nemen, namangha lang ako, akin kasi kasing laki lang ng konshinta, sa kanya siopao na malaki at malaman, ang unfair talaga oy!" parang batang nagmamaktol na sabi ni Sha.

Nagmistulang may sariling isip yung kamay ko at nasampal ko na lang siya. "Hindi porket ganun yung trabaho at katayuan ko ay pwede mo na akong tratuhin na parang laruan na pwede mong bilhin na lang. Tandaan mong hindi ko ginusto ang trabahong iyon. Hindi ko ginustong sumayaw sa maraming tao na halos n*******d na. Ganun na lang ba talaga kababaw ang tingin mo sa akin? Hindi lahat nabibili ng pera mo." I was about to walk away nung narinig ko siyang nagsalita.

Her face was deathly pale, her gray eyes red, swollen, and swimming with raw, unadulterated terror. "Hindi... hindi pwede," hikbi ni Anne, her breathing turning shallow as she dropped her head into her hands, her shoulders slumping in absolute defeat. "I tried to save you, Lauren. I humiliated you in front of the board. I signed the failing grade rubric. I called your designs a piece of trash just to make them think I hated you! Bakit... bakit hindi pa rin sapat ang pader na itinayo ko?" Lauren didn't answer with words. She took three large, frantic steps forward, stepping directly over the shattered glass and the spilled water, and pinaligiran si Anne ng isang mahigpit, desperadong yakap.

Nagulat nalang ako nang siya mismo ang magsalikop sa mga kamay namin at inangat iyon. "Bakit? May problema ba ro'n, Shaamara?" Umiling-iling si Shaam at dismayado namang suminghap si Renea. "I am really disappointed. Matalino ka naman. I just can't believe ma pumapatol ka sa flirt at spoiled brat na 'yan!"

Everyone’s eyes were on us, the whispers sharp as knives. “She’s the woman they’re fighting over…” “Kaya pala…” “What a scandal—” Parang nalunod ako sa ingay, sa tingin ng lahat na para bang wala akong dignidad. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa clutch bag ko. My cheeks burned in shame. I wanted to vanish. “Enough!” I snapped, tears threatening my eyes. “Do you two have any idea how pathetic you both look right now? In front of everyone?”

“Look at Damion. Ilang beses na siyang bumabawi sa mga sinabi niya, pero kailan mo siya nakitang nag-guilty? Bukod sa makapal ang mukha niya, marunong din siyang gumawa ng excuse na siya mismo ang naniniwala.” Bahagya siyang ngumiti. “In this aspect, I think you could learn a thing or two from him.” “But I feel that being shameless is a prerequisite.” “Yes, you’re too shy. Hindi mo ba narinig ang sinabi ni Damion kanina? Sabi niya, uuwi siya sa Marquez family pagkatapos niyang matapos ang mga kailangan niya rito. Kapag iniwan ka niya at siya lang ang umuwi, hindi mo agad makikita si Tiantian.”

My guilt and shame is hunting me as hell. Kabadong kabado ako habang naglalakad palayo sa kwarto ko. I am shaking so bad at pakiramdam ko pwede akong mag pass out anytime, that would be a lot better para magkaroon ako ng dahilan na wag silang sabayan sa lunch.