Novel & Cerita Too Stunned To Speak

Sapo ang puson na sunod-sunod siyang huminga ng malalim. “No…no…no…” wala sa sariling usal ni Bryanne bago napahawak sa sariling ulo. " Ang tanga-tanga mo, Bry!” gigil na aniya sa sarili at napasabunot na lamang sa sariling buhok. Tumayo nang tuwid si Bryanne at nag-isip. “No, isang beses lang ‘yon." aniya sa sarili habang palakad-lakad. “Imposible…” dugtong niya.

she called again. I want to make a move, I want to go to her but I can't. I can't find my strength. I can't find my voice. Shocked is an understatement. I feel like my whole system is being paralyzed. Oh God, how did it happen? I saw how they shot her. But thank you. Oh God thank you.

Napakunot noo akonsa sinabi nito. "What the fuck are you talking about!?" Nagulat ito sa reaction ko. "I mean wala naman talagang nangyare dahil sobrang nalasing ako at bigla ka na lang nawala pero okay lang kahit na dinala mo rin ang wallet ko-" "Stop! Nakdrugs ka ba? At kung ano ano na ilusyon ang lumalabas dyan sa bibig mo." Napakunot noo ito at tumayo. Lalapit sana ito ng pigilan ko ito.

Madilim rito at sa inaasahan, napangisi ako nang makita ang imahe ni Heaven na papunta sa direksiyon ko. When I called her name, she was extremely shocked. I even cursed myself for making her feel so horrified. She was trembling. Her lips were pale and her knees were obviously shaking. I want to punch myself for plotting this fucking moment but I really don't have any idea on how can I talk with her without anyone disturbing us.

Laglag ang panga ko sa narinig, ngunit tinawanan lang ako ng Doctor bago iiling iling na lumabas. I was so stunned I couldn’t even form a word before he exited the room.

Remembering what just happened earlier makes me want to hit my head in the wall and shout a curse on top of my lungs until the whole world hear my frustration. Sa lahat ng pwedeng tiyempo sa pagdating n'ya sa ganoong sitwasyon pa. At nauutal pa talaga ako at namumula ha?! Unbelievable! I, Monique Lysianna Palacio, who didn't know embarrassment is a word and didn't care if it's embarassing at all, is now felt embarassed and stuttering in front of a guy named Desmond Aldeguer. Desmond. Fvcking. Aldeguer.

dagdag pa neto gamit ang marahas at mataas na boses. Those words made Astria speechless. Halos nanlamig ang buong katawan nya at tila naubusan ng dugo ang mukha nya. Her mind is so chaotic, hindi nya alam kung paano aayusin ang gulo sa utak nya. She really don't know what to do anymore. She's so confused.

Iniwan ko doon sa sink iyon at umupo sa bowl. My chest feels like it's going to explode. Nakatakip ako sa mukha ko. Naiiyak na. Sobrang kabado ko. I'm so emotional right now. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin. Nanginginig ang laman ko. Nahihirapan akong huminga. I know its pass the time, alam kong visible na ang result doon sa mga PT pero hindi ko iyon matignan. I heard a knock on the door. Then I heard Trevor shouting.

Gusto niya itong tignan ngunit hindi niya kayang imulat ang mga mata sapagkat mas lalo lamang siyang mahihilo. “Anong nararamdaman mo?”, narinig niyang turan ng humahagod sa kanyang likod. Sounds familiar pero parang hindi niya maalala kung kaninong boses ito. “I'm so dizzy. I can’t stand by myself.”, honest niyang turan dito. Narinig niya ang sarkastiko nitong pagtawa ngunit wala siyang oras para mainis dito.

Pagkatapos ng Exhibit di na kame nagkaroon na pagkakataon na magkita pa. The place and atmosphere is so romantic. Under the twikling stars, bright moon and sounds of wave. Hindi kame masyadong nagsasalita ni George. We just keep on drinking beer. Parang walang pumapasok na topic sa aking utak. Why do I feel awkward. Anong nagyayari sa akin. I used to be a talkative person, pero ngayon speechless ako. When George mention that his going to buy more beer I insist on going. Ayokong maging third Wheeler sa dalawang naglalambingan sa harap ko. I entered the car and I can see George is kind of shocked.