What Is Lust Novels & Stories

I'm closing my eyes while feeling the energy that water gives my body and suddenly, our lustful night pop in my head. The way she kissed me back. The way she moaned. Nanindig lahat ng balahibo ko sa di malaman na dahilan. Hindi mawala sa isip ko ang maganda niyang mukha. Her kissable lips and sexy body to die for. Tila nasa alapaap pa ako nang mapagtanto na anong oras na.

Gustong-gusto ko siya. Baka nga hindi naman pagmamahal ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya kung hindi pagkatakam lang o lust. Iba kasi ang lust sa love. Kahit hindi pa ako nai-in love alam ko namang magkaiba ang dalawang bagay na iyan. Swerte na lang ng magkarelasyon kung ang dalawang sangkap na lust and love ay mayroon sa isang relasyon.

I am turn between lust and like, siya pa kaya? Humans sometimes mistook lust as love, kaya minsan ay nasasaktan dahil sa maling akala. It can be possible for us. I know his kind. He's not up for a serious relationship. Hindi siya iyong taong basta-bastang bubuntisin ang isang babae, pwera nalang kung may balak na iba. He must be planning on owning our company completely. Maraming pera rin ang makukuha niya sa kompanya namin. But the ownership can't be transferred to him without our approval, kahit siya man ang pinakamalaking shareholder.

Iniwas ko ang tingin kay Honey at napatingin na lang sa kawalan. It’s ridiculous hearing him say that I’m in love. How can I? Is lusting over a woman already a proof of loving her? I don’t think so. Kaya hindi ako naniniwala sa pag-ibig ay dahil sa mga bagay na iyon. When you feel lust, that’s not real love. You only want to have sex, to feel pleasure but never the real feeling of being in love.

Ayaw niyang abusuhin ang kaniyang isipan. “That’s totally a lust, right? Please don’t say it again. Kung ano man iyang iniisip mo at gusto mong gawin towards me, tigilan mo iyan.” She wanted to offer her hands to him again. Gusto niyang hawakan ang kamay nito at haplusin iyon. “I do not want to assume it. I don’t want to. Gusto ko lang na huwag mo iyang sabihin ulit,” muling sabi niya. Part of her wanted to keep away from him.

"Suits me well. If what you mean is having feelings then count me out. I said it to you and I will say it again. I only want your body, Fem. This is purely physical in nature." Hinawakan ko ang baba niya at iniharap sa akin. Tinitigan ko siya ng matiim. "Don't mistake lust for budding love, Femella. I'm not capable of that." I swooped down to claim her lips for a tight and warm kiss. She hesitated at first to respond or not but when my hands travelled to the swell of her breasts and started rolling my hands on her nipples, she completely gave in and open her mouth for me. I smiled while pushing my tongue in and deepening the kiss. Nabuhay na naman ang apoy.

He gazed at her lovingly. "W-What are you saying, Dwight?" Waring natuliro ang dalaga. Hindi nito masalubong ang mga titig niya. "Look at me, Mi Vida..." He held her chin up. His forehead still rested against hers. "If you want sex just to have sex, it's lust. Physical attachment is just purely lust. But if you want to have sex because you feel whole with that person, trust that person, and will be loyal to that person, then it's a healthy sexual attraction between a pair. The best part about sex is the emotions behind it when you care about your partner. If you have a deep emotional attachment, then it's not just sex and lust. It's an expression of desire and...love..."

Ang balita rin niya ay wala itong nobyo kaya malaya niyang magagawa ang lahat. Despite his recent failure in marriage, he still wants to get married again. Unfortunately, it is not love what he’s feeling for this young woman. It is only lust and desire that is urging him to get her. He doesn’t care if he steps over someone. As long as he gets what he wants, he will not care. What is important is that he fulfills his earthly intentions. One of the main reasons why he became obsessed with her is because she reminded him of a certain someone whom he loves up until now.

Lust is a weapon and I choose to master it, not be consumed by it. Yes, I pleasure myself when necessary because I’m no saint. Some nights I wrestle the monster inside me to keep it caged. I’d rather fight my demons alone in the dark kaysa sayangin ang sarili ko sa isang tao na hinding-hindi ako deserve. My body count is zero yet it doesn’t mean I’m gay. Ayaw ko lang magpatalo sa aking libido dahil baka iyon pa ang maging dahilan para masayang ang aking dedikasyon bilang susunod na Mafia King.

Hindi niya ipaparanas kay Lexy ang pagkakamaling iyon. He can't take advantage of her vulnerability. He refused to disrespect her. Psalm taught him that lust is always a deceiving factor. "Do you want me to kiss you?" tanong niya kay Lexy. "Kiss me? Yes!" Tawa ng dalaga at pinahaba ang nguso.