When I'm Gone Lyrics Novels & Stories

"You are my other half, how am I suppose to live when you're gone?" "How could I live." I shouted out of fear and sadness. Half of my life, disappeared just like that. -E.I-

It was one of the songs I composed nung mga panahong kakahiwalay pa lang namin. Erase You. I sat down at the high stool and started strumming the strings on my guitar. I closed my eyes, and the memories I had with him was all I can see. You were laughing when I met you And you still do Remember when I was the apple of your eye? The center of your attention Is still the best place I've ever been in But nothing ever stays the same Well someday I might cross the street when we're on the same side Just to skip the "how are you?" "I'm fine"

I tried to fight, be strong and be survivor. He was the light in my dark world. He gave me hope. Hope that also slowly disappearing right now because he left me and he is no longer beside me. He shunned me like everyone else. The closing of my eyelids was my complete disappearance from the world. But only the name of the man I love is on my mind and heart. With my last breath I forced myself to say his name. "Theo Zenick Ares .."

Every night I pray That you'll come back to me But the tears keep falling down my face When you're not around But not no more Gone away All I do is wait for you Each and every day Pumatak na ng kusa ang luha ko pero agad na pinunasan ko 'yon at pilit na ngumit pag-angat ng mukha ko. Nakataas ang mga kamay ng dalawa kong kaibigan ko na ibig sabihin ituloy ko lang. But not no more Gone away All I do is wait for you Each and every day Oh I'm waiting for your love I'm wondering where you are

It hurts like hell. Now you're gone, what am I gonna do So empty My heart, my soul can't go on Go on, baby, without you But I need to move on, I can't kill you. So I just need to forget you. My rainy days fade away when you come around please tell me baby Why you go so far away Why you go Oh, love Never knew what I was missing But I knew once we start kissin' I found, love Never knew what I was missing But I knew once we start kissin'

"I want you to come back and carry me home Away from these long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh so right? And what would you say, if I called on you now Saying that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you? I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong" Tumayo na siya at napapahagulgol siya sa gitna ng kaniyang pagkanta.

Bakit iniwan ako ng lalaking siyang pinagkukunan ko ng lakas. Nanlabo ang paningin ko. Parang umiikot ang mundo ko. Dahan dahan kong inangat ang kamay ko na parang inaabot si Sammuel kahit malayo na siya at malabong maaabot ko siya. Nang mai-angat ko ang kamay ko ay siyang pagpikit nang mata ko at dumilim ang lahat. When he's gone, my life change. When he's gone, I'm on pain. At noong nawala siya... Parang nawalan din ako ng buhay. Parang naging blanko ang lahat at parang nabutas ang puso ko.

“Sam, malapit nang ilabas ang kabaong. Hindi pa ba darating si Adrian?” Tahimik ang buong lamay. Mabigat ang hangin sa loob ng funeral hall, halo ang amoy ng kandila, insenso, at nasusunog na papel.

Bawat himig at bawat linya, parang tinutusok ang sugat na matagal ko nang pilit tinatakpan. There are nights when I can't help but cry And I wonder why you had to leave me Why did it have to end so soon? When you said that you would never leave me Tell me where did I go wrong What did I do to make you change your mind completely? When I thought this love would never end But if this love's not ours to have I'll let it go with your goodbye…

I love his smiles na bihira lang nyang ipakita, his laughs that can send butterflies to your stomach, his cheesy lines that will flutter your heart, everything about him can make you go crazy in love with that damn perfect man. Through the years Through all the good and bad I knew how much we had I've always been so glad To be with you Through the years It's better everyday You've kissed my tears away As long as it's okay I'll stay with you Through the years And now that he's gone, I am in my worst state. I want to be with him and knowing that I can't do that anymore, makes me regret all the decision that pushed him away. Through the years When everything went wrong