Summer Has Ended, And Winter Is Eternal
My husband had a severe addiction for physical intimacy.
However, in the seven years of our marriage, he never touched me, not even once. To suppress his urges, he soaked himself in bone-chilling ice water every night. His arms were covered in needle marks from constant injections.
It broke my heart to see him like that. I offered myself to him many times, but he insisted on simply giving me a restrained kiss on the forehead before saying, “Don’t be silly, Summer. I’m not like those animals. How could I ever bear to hurt you? For you, I’d gladly live the rest of my life in a platonic marriage.”
This strange, almost obsessive restraint of his lasted seven years.
Despite the numerous times he pushed himself far enough to end up hospitalized, he still refused to cross that line.
Then, on our wedding anniversary, a young woman named Anna Brandt came in for her ninth hymen restoration surgery. After the anesthetic was administered, her cheeks flushed red. As her mind grew hazy, she started crying weakly like a lost kitten. Looking at the love bites scattered across her body, I shook my head and assumed she was just another girl who had gone astray.
That was until I heard her last tearful whisper.
“John Shaw, you jerk.”
My hand trembled and I nearly dropped the scalpel.
Because my husband’s name also was John Shaw.