Dying Inside Lyrics Romane & Geschichten

“When will my life begin? When will I break free? Dancing on the edge of what I meant to be. Crashing through the silence, breaking every chain – Oh, when will my life begin? Let me fell the rain!” Sinabayan ko ng pagkanta ang chorus habang pinupunasan ang bawat vase na narito sa sala ng bahay ni Duty. Triple ang pag-iingat ko na huwag mabasag ang mga iyon dahil oras na mabasag ko ang isa niyon, baka tuluyan na akong hindi pakawalan ni Duty dahil sa katangahan ko. Faces pass by like ghosts on parade, Each one carrying dreams they never made.

Tinanggal ko iyon sa kamay ko at tinapon kung saan. Damn this illnes! Sana hindi na lang ako binuhay kung papahirapan lang din naman ako. Does the pain has no ending? Ending my life doesn't as well. I will not come to death, I will let death come to me. "DADA!" Iyon ang huling narinig ko bago ako mawalan ng malay. 'K-kuya'

Parang pinapalo ng baseball bat ang buong katawan ko sa sakit. "Let my soul be with you," I whispered on the particles of wind. I felt hopeless in my estate. Wala ng pag-asa. Hindi na ako makaka-ahon dito. Imposibleng may mkahanap pa sa akin sa ganitong pagkakataon. Nasa dulo kami ng hardin ni lola. May batis ito at munting talon na nagpapa-ingay sa paligid. I slowly closed my eyes, strating to embrace my faith. Nanghihina na rin kasi ako dahil sa dami ng dugong tumakas sa katawan ko. Nakakapagtaka nga lang at hindi pa ako natuluyan kahit paano.

Tuloy-tuloy naman ang pagtugtog ng kanta pero ramdam ko na para bang may ibang tao akong kasama dito sa first floor. ♫︎♫︎♫︎ Ne ane sonyeoneul jiweonaen daeum Manggajin nae moseubeul chaeweonwa Nan machi zombiecheoreom dead alive Sarange mudeom wie taeeona Soljikhi deo mame deune Wanjeonhi dallajin nae face I just killed me with all that pain Ijen da sanggwaneopseo nan Nungameun jeolmange bameun waenji dalkomhae

sigaw ko, but he didn't look back. Naiwan akong mag-isa sa silid na 'yun kasama ang sakit na hindi ko alam kung paano tatapusin. Ate Clara tried to comfort me, but I couldn't hear her anymore. Ang bawat pintig ng puso ko ay parang sumisigaw ng pangalan ni Dwayne, isang pangalan na ngayon ay kasing-pait na ng lason. I felt like I had died a second time—the first when he left me, and the second, when he finally killed the hope I had left inside me. Everything was gone, and I had nothing left to lose.

"Wear something easy to take off." Tapos binaba niya. BINABA NIYA YUNG TAWAG. Naiwan akong nakatitig sa phone ko, namumula, nanginginig, at putanginang basa na naman. Hades Montegro, you're going to be the death of me. Pero honestly? I can't wait to die.

Like a small boat On the ocean Sending big waves Into motion Like how a single word Can make a heart open I might only have one match But I can make an explosion And all those things I didn't say Wrecking balls inside my brain I will scream them loud tonight Can you hear my voice this time? This is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong I'll play my fight song And I don't really care if nobody else believes 'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep Everybody's worried about me In too deep

Agad nyang nakilala ang taong nasa harapan nya ngayon. " Why are you here?" Malamig na tanong nya sa kakadating lang na tao pero hindi ito nakasagot. Tulala ito habang nakatingin lang sakanya at parang napako sa kinatatayuan. " Sabi ko, why are you even here?" " I'm dying inside. I want to see you." Tugon ng lalaki. " You could have just let me die instead." Niyakap nya ang babae na halos kasinlamig na ng yelo. Halos mawala na ang kulay sa kanyang balat dahil sa lamig.

I ended up the call and continue reminiscing the night that I killed that poor, Sia. "I will only believe you when you're dead. So die, just die Sia." Dinuro duro ko pa siya sa kaniyang d****b. "Tutal mag isa ka na rin naman, wala namang pamilyang iiyak sa'yo pag nawala ka. Wala namang dahilan para mabuhay ka pa. Whether you win the world, wala ka namang pamilyang uuwian. So, just put an end to your pitiful life."

I smile. "Cause there's a little hope in my heart na maari mo din ako mahalin kahit hindi katulad ng pagmamahal ko sayo... kahit malagpasan ko lang ang label kong bilang kaibigan sa mata mo... but the little percent of hope I have was already gone... likes our child dying with me tod..ay" I tiring said. My gaze started to blur and slowly lost consciousness. "Pec.." "I gladly dying in front of y..ou" I slowly closed my eyes.