Novel & Cerita Fear Of Fire

Tumaas ang isa nitong kilay. Umiling lang siya, hindi pa rin kasi bumabalik yung dila niya. Sobrang nakaka-intimidate ang aura nito. Para ba silang nakatayo sa harapan ng Hari at sa isang maling galaw ay maaari silang mahatulan ng kaparusahan. Kahit ang OA ng ideya ay ayun talaga yung pakiramdam kapag kaharap ito. "Good, because if you are... I will fire you right on the spot." The danger in his eyes shouldn't be affecting her, since she is not an employee but he is so nerve-wracking.

"What are you afraid of?" Lumingon si Frederick at marahang niyakap ang babae, ang boses niya'y napakalambing na tila nang-aakit. "Natatakot ako na masira ang pamilyang Garcia, natatakot ako na kami ni Jasper ay maging walang pangalan at hindi na makikilala habambuhay at natatakot ako na pagtanda ko ikaw ay... magbago."

Tanong niya na pilit na nagpakanormal kahit na katakot-takot ang pagkabog ng kanyang dibdib. "I doubt anyone would dare to ride the elevator with me. They're terrified of me; they bow their heads and cower just at the sight of me, their tails tucked between their legs. I can sense their fear in my presence." He said with a serious tone, "Unlike you, you're the only one who's had the courage to ride the elevator with me. You're the only one bold enough to stare back at me now, without a hint of fear in your eyes. You're the only one who doesn't tremble at my gaze."

And I don't want this. Ramdam na ramdam ko iyon at kahit hindi ko gustuhin ay tila nakakaramdam ako ng isang emosyon na hindi ko dapat maramdaman at iyon ay ang kaba. And maybe there's really fear eating my system because facing' the demon is not easy and daring him is something that can make me doubt and feel the anxiety crawling within me. I pour my fear as I kiss Eros, pero tila naramdaman nito ang kakaiba kaya tinulak nito ako sandali at hinayaan na

F stands for fearless. Lahat ng sumusubok na banggain ako o ang samahan , dalawa lamang ang napupuntahan--- crippled in fear or going home battered. Bullying is not my problem; instead, it was my weapon. I used it to take advantage of my foes on campus and those who dared to challenge me. That’s why my life doesn’t end well at boring. My early life taught me to fight- not just for the right- but to become this one feared man of campus whose name was known by all.

he said, voice tight with panic, “not to ruin the mood or anything, but I’m literally restrained right now, and there might be an actual fire.” “That’s why I’m trying to figure out if this is real,” I hissed back, sniffing the air again. It was real.Too real. A faint alarm started beeping in the hallway far away at first, then louder, multiplying as another alarm went off. And another. Farvo’s eyes widened in pure dread. “We’re going to die naked,” he whispered. “Worse,” I replied, “you’re going to die handcuffed. Imagine the firefighters’ faces.”

Marahil dahil sa takot at pagmamadali ay hindi na siya nagawang tulungan ng mga taong naroon. Ipinag-sawalang bahala nalang niya ito dahil alam niya naman sa sarili niyang hindi totoo ang sunog dahil aksidente lang naman niyang napindot ang fire alarm. Kung aaminin niyang napindot niya ang fire alarm nang hindi sinasadya magmumukha naman siyang kahiya-hiya kaya’t mas mabuti na lamang na magpanggap na wala siyang alam. Mas gugustuhin pa niyang may totoong sunog na nga lang kanina pa kaysa makitang magkasama sina Zierelle at Gabrielle at para sa kanya, iyon ang mas masakit.

I wanted to cry in so much fear but there was no time for that. Wala akong magawa kundi ang magpaikot-ikot sa buong palapag papalayo sa mga lalaking iyon. Pumasok ako sa isang fire exit at tinahak ang hagdan nito nang um-echo sa buong hagdan ang isang putok ng baril. Sh*t! Someone was chasing me from the upper floors! Napatakip ako sa aking tenga. Ilang beses akong muntik matalisod at pakiramdam ko ay hinahabol ako ng bala mula sa itaas. One wrong move and I’ll be f*cking shot!

I shouted at her. I saw her trembled but I don't care. Galit na galit ako. I felt disgusted with myself. I kept myself virgin for all my life...and thinking that she almost got it in just a second...makes me disgusted and scared. I maybe a ruthless and dangerous person, but I treasure virginity. I want to give it to the person whom my heart will beat for. Kaya ang maisip na makukuha ito ng ibang hindi ko naman mahal ay nakakatakot sa akin. I am not scared of so many things. I am not scared killing other people anymore. I am not scared being ruthless to other people. I am not scared about other Mafia Houses' power and threats...but I could say this is my only fear. Maybe to some it is shallow

Ramdam ko ang banayad na pagkakadikit ng katawan ko sa hubad na katawan nito dahil sa dahan dahang pagwagayway ng tubig. "The first thing that you have to do is to let go of your fear." Bulong nito dahilan para maramdaman ko ang init ng napakabangong hininga nito. "Fear sa paglangoy o fear ko sayo?" Tanong ko sa isip. Naramdaman ko ang pagiinit ng mukha ko, siguro ay pulang pula na ang mga pisngi ko nung mga sandaling yun dahil sa magkahalong hiya, kaba at... kilig?