Novel & Cerita Fear Of Night

Na kahit anong gawin ko para makalimutan ito, sa pagtulog ko, ito pa rin ang bumabagabag sakin. Napasabunot nalang ako sa buhok ko. Why? Nangangamba na naman ako sa buhay ko kahit na di na ito bago sakin. I was always afraid of being killed, simula nung nawala na si mommy sakin, it's always been there, the fear and terror of danger.

" Sabi nito na may diin sa tono Para siyang kakapusin ng hininga. "I-i'm afraid." Maikling pag-amin niya. Natatakot siyang pumasok sa isang walang kasiguraduhan na bagay. Natatakot siyang hindi maibigay dito ang masayang pamilya. Tama na siya ay hindi masaya, na hindi siya ang priority ng Ama. Pero ang matikman ito ng magiging anak

Nagtuloy tuloy lang ako sa pagtakbo hanggang sa maka rating sa kwarto namin. My heart was beating so fast because of the fear. My hands trembled and I slowly sat on the floor behind the door. What if it happens to me? I don’t want to die for a useless reason. If I die, I hope it is because I protected the people I loved. But I’m still scared. I don’t want to die

I then started to came up with an excuse kaya matalim na titig ang isinukli ko sa nakakairita niyang mukha. I do still feel the fear, but it doesn't mean that I can't fight back with his stares. I really hate him to the point na matabunan bigla kahit kokonti lang ang takot ko sa kanya. I can still feel the nightmares creeping inside my limbs and it weakens me, but I have to fight it back. I need to. "And anyways, I thank you for helping me last night. But I had to go." I told him and jump off the bed leaving him sitting on its edge.

Natatakot siya. Sa kanyang paglaki ay ang pinakakatakutan niya talaga ay ang malakas na ulan na may kasamang malalakas na mga kulog. Dahil ang kanyang ina ay isang nurse at ang madalas na shift nito sa gabi ay wala siyang choice kundi ang matulog ng mag-isa noong bata siya kahit na sobrang takot na takot siya.

It was indeed my first time at hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala. In addition to my fear of darkness, I also had this fear of heights. Hindi ko kayang tumagal sa kahit na anong mataas na lugar basta nakikita ko ‘yong ibaba. Pakiramdam ko, ano mang oras ay mahuhulog ako. “Diane, wake up! We’re here. Look,” sabi ni Liam na sinasabihan akong tumingin daw ako sa ibaba. Hindi naman talaga ako nakatulog eh. Gusto ko lang pumikit at ipaksiksikan ang sarili ko sa kanya para hindi ko maramdamang nasa mataas na lugar kaming dalawa.

Napahalakhak siya at umiling-iling, “Siyempre, hindi. Iyon lang naman kasi ang hinihiling niyang kapalit sa pagliligtas sa amin kaya hindi namin siya puwedeng biguin at isa pa ay nakakatakot ang kaibigan niya. Sobra! Brr!” And here I thought this is my lucky night, for having the people I treasure back and having a piece of mind but boy I was so wrong. I never thought that this night is the worst night of our lives. I was never this afraid and terrified all my life but now. Now... This is way worse than all Astrid’s threats and harrassment combined! Who would’ve thought that as grand and as lavish as this occasion could ever go wrong? Who would’ve thought that this either could be our last n

“So aware kang mangyayari kanina iyon?” “No, it’s a sudden move from an enemy. Unfortunately, nadamay ka pa at malalaman ito ni bossing mamaya. Don’t worry we will keep you safe from now on,” sabi niya sa akin at napahinga naman ako ng malalim. Dahil hindi ko alam kung ano pa ba ang dapat kong maramdaman ngayon. There are people who love darkness, they were called Nyctophile. Because in darkness, they find peace that theyou will never find in light.

My heart sank. Why can't I be normal? Why can't I just be like them? Like what others are? Why am I different? Paanong nakakaya nila 'yun habang ako ay hindi? Anong ginawa ko para maging ganito? I'm.. afraid. I'm afraid of what tomorrow might bring. I'm scared that even though Frida's accomplices are not here with her, she might still be able to win the hearts of many here and create a brand new troop.

Kita niya ang akmang pagtayo nito ngunit bumalik din sa pwesto. "Ca-can I stay here.. just for the night..? I-I was afraid to-to be alone.. in night... Be-because those.. night mare's keep hunting me.. And I'm lack of sleep.. and.. alam mo ba.. hi-Hindi ko man lang.. makabonding.. yun-yung gwapong may ari ng lugar na ito" and hiccups again, and again. Natawa naman siya. Wala man lang itong sagot.