I Can Die Happy Meaning Novels & Stories

Kaso minsan, kahit hindi natin gusto, maiiwan at may iiwanan tayo. All I want is to be happy. But God didn't let me. I am so scared right now, Love. I really want to end my life para hindi ko na maramdaman ang sakit. I am so drain. Hindi ko na kaya. Pagod ako. Nasasaktan ako. Nahihirapan ako.

mahinahon na tanong sa kanya. “Sorry sir, I have an emergency earlier. I was not feeling well. Supposedly, I will file for sick leave today.” Katwiran niya. “Are you dying?” “No sir.” “Then there’s no reason to file for sick leave today.” “But I’m dead inside sir.” “Then you are DEAD for the rest of your life. You will find each thing unworthy. You’ll never be happy in the simplest way. You will always have a reason and excuse not to live the life you always wanted. Would it be okay with you?”

he said, still pointing his gun at me. I almost agreed back then, that I have no reason to live. Even though I wasn’t living my life in a meaningless way, I still feel unsatisfied, there’s much more inside of me I want to express and I wanr to do. When you face death it was like looking at the mirror in which the true meaning of life is reflected, We all die, but the goal isn’t to live forever.

I want to experience the forever that everyone dream to be. "I-I...want t-to...live...please...hear me out." I cried. Gusto kong mabuhay. Gusto kong maranasan ang tumanda kasama ang mga mahal ko sa buhay. I don't want to die! I don't want to die!

Mukhang napansin niya 'rin naman 'yon dahil agad rin niyang dinugtungan ang sinabi niya. “I'll be happy to know that he can go to that extent for me.” Tumawa siya. “Alam kong ang wierd pakinggan, pero 'yan kasi ang perspective ko sa bagay na 'to. I know, it's kinda sick to just listen about it. But that's my answer, Ei.” Nakipagtitigan ulit siya sa akin. “I'd rather that he killed someone who harm me—than let me catch my last breath.”

, sagot niya. "E bakit ba? Malay ko ba kung baka mamatay ako sa gagawin nating ito.", nakangusong sabi ko sa kanya. Napangisi naman ito at unti-unting nilapit ang bibig niya sa may kaliwang tenga ko at bumulong. "Sweetheart, if you're gonna die tonight... you're gonna die out of so much happiness."

ilang taon na akong nagtitiis at kulang nalang sumabog ang buong pagkatao ko,dahil hanggang ngayon hindi ko matanggap ang pagkamatay nila. "If all parents are happy to see their children happy,why did my parents choose to die,than to save themselves with me?i feel like there's always something missing from me since they died,at iyon ay..kung paano ang maging totoong masaya."

"She's happy right now and I know it will be forever. She's already somewhere where there is no sadness. I found her grave stone...she's already dead before I can even show how much I love and dote her." Pakiramdam ko ay piniga ang puso ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Ramdam ko ang sakit na bumalatay sa mga mata ni Papa Elias. Iniisip ko na buhay pa ang kanyang anak at masaya ito sa buhay ngayon. Ngunit hindi ko inasahan na magiging ganito ang kahulugan ng kasiyahan na sinasabi ni Papa Elias. It was an eternal happiness that can be found in after life.

Narinig kong tanong ng isang lalaki sa lalaking tumatawa pa din hangang ngayon. "I never laugh in ages. Should we kill this unhinge kid?" "Copy boss." Nang maglabas ng baril ang isa sa kanila at itutok ito sa ulo ko ay biglang may pumasok sa isipan ko. If I die right now, it means I'll be able to go to heaven. I can finally see mommy again. Nakatutok pa din sa ulo ko ang baril nito ng humakbang ako papalapit sa kan'ya.

Walang imposible sa Diyos. Hold on Trie. I'm not gonna let you die. We will find a way. You deserve happiness. You deserve everything in this world. You deserve everything but not me— damn it! I'm scared of losing you. That's the truth.