Romans & histoires I Don't Wanna Be Alone

Raga diam, dia ingin berbalik untuk bertanya, tapi dia juga sedikit mengendalikan dirinya untuk melakukan itu. “Raga akan ikut tentu saja, dia kan tidak punya pasangan.” Rayan terlihat tersenyum dan membuat semua orang tertawa dengan apa yang dia katakan. Seolah sebuah ejekan untuk Raga yang memang diketahui single setelah bercerai. Gaia sedikit lega karena Raga juga menahan diri.

Dancing slowly in a empty room Can the lonely take the place of you? I sing myself a quiet lullaby Lets you go and let the lonely in To take my heart again The Lonely milik Christina Perri terus mengalun mendayu di telinga Andri. Ia ikut menyanyikan lagu yang seolah sedang mengatakan tentang dirinya sendiri. Perasaan kosong seringkali menghiasi hatinya. Padahal di luar sana, banyak lelaki yang memuja dan menyatakan cinta padanya, seperti Alex misalnya. Namun, mereka semua tidak benar-benar mencintai menurut Andri. Gadis itu hanya ingin memberikan hatinya untuk lelaki yang dengan tulus bisa menerimanya. Bukan menyia-nyiakannya.

Gue ambil curling iron, lantas mencatok rambut cokelat tua gue dan terakhir gue pakai stiletto berwarna senada dengan dress peach gue Hal yang paling menggembirakan ketika hati lo lagi suntuk adalah dengan membuat lo enggak inget apa-apa tentang semua penyebab kesuntukan itu. **** Daripada ikut bergabung di lantai dansa, gue memilih untuk duduk ‘kalem’ aja di meja sambil menyesap sedikit demi sedikit martini. Gue enggak peduli hiruk pikuk yang terjadi di sekeliling gue, selama gue nyaman, ya sudah, gue enggak mau ngelakuin apa-apa. Lagipula baru kali ini gue pergi ke club sendirian, biasanya gue ditemeni temen-temen kantor yang juga pengen menghilangkan suntuk seperti gue.

Nur tidak tahu mana yang lebih kuat, kesepian ataukah kerinduan yang dia rasakan saat ini. Sebenarnya sudah bukan masalah besar lagi buat Nur untuk makan sendiri. Tapi saat ini dia benar-benar terbawa suasana. Diantara sekian banyak orang yang memenuhi tempat ini, hanya dia yang sendirian. Hanya Nur yang makan di meja itu sendiri.

Ran masih menggelengkan kepala, dia tidak menginginkan ini. "Please ....” Rafhan dan Dinda memohon bahkan hendak bersujud tapi Ran berdiri lalu menjauh. "Okee! Tapi please jangan kayak gitu! Jangan mohon-mohon kayak gitu!" sentak Ran kesal. Dia paling lemah dengan hal yang seperti ini. Rafhan dan Dinda sangat senang, begitu juga dengan Ecca, ternyata cerita gilanya bisa menjadi solusi kesedihan Dinda, tapi ini awal perjalanan penuh rintangan untuk Ran.

Yang kini tak pernah didengarnya lagi. “Du du du du du du du du du Understand the things I say Don't turn away from me 'Cause I've spent half my life out there You wouldn't disagree Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me? Do you like me standing there? Do you notice? Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me? Does anyone care? Unhappiness Where's when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised

Another day without your smile Another day just passes by And now I know How much it means For you to stay right here with me The time we spent apart Will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing in everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight Remains so strong It makes our risk Right all along

Oh, i'm good at keeping my distance I know, that you're the feeling i'm missing You know that i hate to admit it But everything means nothing if i can't have you I'm so sorry that my timing is off But i can't move on if we're still gonna talk Is it wrong for me to not want half I want all of you, all the strings attached. I'm trying, to move on, forget you, but i hold on Everything means nothing, everything means nothing, babe

Maybe the world could be ours Tonight You think it's easy You think I don't wanna run to you But there are mountains And there are doors that we can't walk through I know you're wondering why because we're able to be Just you and me within these walls But when we go outside, you're gonna wake up and see That it was hopeless after all No one can rewrite the stars How can you say you'll be mine? Everything keeps us apart And I'm not the one you were meant to find It's not up to you It's not up to me When everyone tells us what we can be How can we rewrite the stars? Say that the world can be ours Tonight All I want is to fly with you All I want is to fall with you So just give me all of you It

Another day without your smile Another day just passes by And now I know How much it means For you to stay right here with me The time we spent apart Will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad I can’t take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing in everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight (our love tonight) Remains so strong (remains so strong) It makes our risk (it make our risk) Right all along The time we spent apart Will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can’t take