Suicidal Thoughts Sample Novels & Stories

"I don't know, but if I am remembering it right, sa aming siyam, si Javion ang mahina when in terms of coping with emotional sufferings. He usually can't get a hold of himself when he's mad that sometimes leads him to have suicidal thoughts kaya kung sasaktan at papaasahin mo lang siya, just reject him now." Napatitig si Serene kay Izaiah at saka siya umiling. "Wala akong planong ganoon. I just want to know if he's really genuine about what he told me, that's it, but as a person, kapag syempre may ginawa siyang unacceptable, I think normal lang na i-reject ko siya, hindi ba?"

Binalewala ko ang pagsuway ni Avi sa'kin at agad na tinutungga ang bawat shot na natatanggap ko. I have this annoying habit of torturing myself with my own thoughts. I can't stop myself from overthinking. Hindi ko titigilang isipin ang isang bagay hanggang hindi ito nagiging malinaw sa'kin. Hanggang hindi ko nakukuha ang sagot sa aking mga katanungan, patuloy kong iisipin ito.

I exclaimed and wander to look for any sharp materials. Agad kong hinablot ang malapit na flower vase at binasag iyon. Ayoko sanang gawin ito. I am so scared to hurt myself because I am not a suicidal person. But I have to do this. Pikit-mata akong humugot ng lakas at hiniwa ang kaliwa kong pulso gamit ang piraso ng bubog. Napangiwi ako.

I want to remove this thoughts, I want to enjoy what is happening, I want to enjoy what's given to me right now. "You and I will be the most awesome parents of the cutest kids in the world. Two charming boys and a princess that will fill our home with giggles and genuine happiness. Also, our family isn't complete without a minimum of five puppies that we'd like to own and treat as our little babies too. We will live in our dream house located in a private village and there, we will live forever in serenity. One day, we're going to lay down in bed and reminisce all the things that lead us to that very second. And yes, we'll be still doing the same things over again, and fall in love deeply ov

I don't know what to do! I have some tendency na magiging ganito, kapag galit ako at kapag nasasaktan ako I became suicidal. Hindi ko kayang kontrolin ang emosyon ko. "Leave me alone Ziyo!" I screamed at him. "No no come on wife, please let's talk about this okay? Hindi maganda ang ginagawa mo you're hurting yourself." Unti unting humina ang boses n'ya pero hindi parin 'yon sapat para kumalma ako. Ilang araw akong umiiyak just because of him! I just want to end my life right now. Gusto kong umalis! Gusto kong mawala nalang mundong 'to.

Pero hindi nila itinuring na kapatid ang isa't-isa, dahil na-inlove siya dito. "She has a tendency to repeat it again. You should take her to a professional psychiatrist for a further checkup. She would also need your help to recover. She shouldn't be left alone, especially now that she has suicidal thoughts. We are preventing her from repeating it again. She needed some guidance and care from her family. Believe me, she really needs it now."

Isang pangyayari lang, at maaaring pumutok na o mabuhay pa ng isang araw sa mundong punong-puno ng sakit. The only escape was death. A slash on his wrist, then the warm blood on his veins dripped until he felt cold. Until he felt like it was over, and he will no longer suffer. That's what he thought when he almost committed suicide when he was still a young and naive teen.

Tahimik kaming nakinig. “People who attempt suicide usually don't actually want to die,” paliwanag niya. “They just want the pain to stop.” Parang may kumurot sa puso ko. Gaano kabigat ang sakit na dinadala ni Lida para umabot siya sa puntong iyon? Gaano katagal siyang umiiyak nang mag-isa? Gaano karaming gabi siyang nagpanggap na okay? “Mabuti na lang at nakita siya agad.”

Iyon naman talaga ang gagawin niya. Actually, don’t, another voice said. Ano ba talaga? Nagugulahan siya sa sarili. She sometimes have this suicidal thoughts and sometimes, lunatic ones. At laging contrasting ang mga ito sa isa’t isa. “So, tatalon ka talaga, diyan?”

Wala ng babasaging mga plato, pati tinidor ay pinasok sa sakong dala niya. Nakatitig lang ako sa kanya. Walang kabuhay-buhay. Hindi ko na rin siya napigilan pa dahil naubos na ang lakas ko na nakikipagtalo sa sarili ko kung papatayin ko ba ang bata o hindi. I’m prone to suicidal. Kaya alam ni Lana na hindi ako titigil kung may makita akong matutulis na bagay sa apartment kong ito.