Why Do We Cry Novels & Stories

I don’t know the reason why is he crying now, but I think something triggers him to react this way because of what I said. I slowly removed his two hands covering his face touch his cheeks. Basang-basa ng luha ang kanyang pisngi at sige pa rin ang iyak niya. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko habang nakikita siyang umiiyak. Aside from his brave and funny side, I am now seeing his sorrowful and softhearted side. Pero isa lang ang alam ko, when someones is crying, let them cry, let them release the pain through their tears.

Bumaba ang tingin ko sa nakalantad kong d-bdib. Gusto kong takpan iyon agad, ngunit ayaw gumalaw ng mga kamay ko. Bahagyang nanlaki ulit ang mga mata ko nang may pumatak na luha sa d-bdib ko. Hanggang sa nagsunod-sunod na ang mga patak. I am crying... and I don't know why. Bakit nga ba ako umiiyak? Dahil ba may bumalik na alaala sa akin?

Napaiwas nalang ako sa kaniya ng tingin, what's wrong with me? "Give it back, that's special to me so I can't let you have that," I added. Kinuha ko naman pabalik mula sa kaniya 'yong panyo ko at ibinulsa 'yon. I just lend my handkerchief so that she can stop crying, I can just wash it myself. "If they make fun of you again, don't cry and just tell me, I promise to protect you," I insisted. "Why would you do that?" she asked with dewy-eyed. Bakit nga ba? That's because I hate seeing someone cry especially in front of me. There's no other reason aside from that,

for nothing. Huminga ako nang malalim at pinunasan ang mga luha sa gilid ng mata ko. I don't want Elijah to see that I'm crying. Ayaw ko ring naiisip niyang nasasaktan ako. I need to be strong. For my son... for them.

Your tears will only encourage them more to hurt you. Kapag umiyak ka, ikaw ang talo. That's why for me, crying is a sign of weakness. Because it's a solid proof that they could hurt you like how they want it. That they have some power over you. That they could crush your heart easily and you couldn't even do anything about it.

I don't want to overthink about it but if I won't tell him about it, it will surely eat me. Kung hindi pa nabasa ang pisngi ko ay hindi ko mamamalayang umiiyak na pala ako. I'm hurt, but I don't want to tell a soul about this. Tuluyan na akong napahiga sa couch while my tears were continue flooding on my face. I clutched my chest where my heart was placed. Why are you hurting? Why are you crying? I keep on asking myself. I'm hugging myself because no one will do it for me. My lips are trembling while I'm sobbing quietly.

Minsan sa buhay, kung ano pang pinipigilan mong mangyari ay iyon ang mangyayari. Katulad nalang ng mga luha ni April. She really tried her best to not cry, para ipakita ditong matapang siya. Na hindi na siya nasasaktan sa mga nangyari sa kanila. Because for her, crying is a sign of weakness. Pero ang hindi alam ni April, crying is a manifesto that you’re just a human. You have emotions, emotions that can easily cloud your decisions.

And that's valid because you're in love with that person. "Asking stupid question that might hurt you even if I don't want to." And with that, my smile faded. Nagbaba ako ng tingin dahil tama siya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit bigla na lang uminit ang mga mata ko. I closed my eyes tightly to prevent my tears from falling. I don't want him to see me cry. Ano'ng sasabihin kong dahilan? Wala. Wala akong sasabihin dahil kahit ako, hindi ko alam ang dahilan.

"I'm so happy , despite you not being around ang lakas mo pa rin sa Kanya. Kita mo pinagbigyan niya pa rin ang hiling mo kahit hindi mo na kami kasama." Muli na naman akong umiyak. I want to stop myself from crying but I don't why but every time I'm filming a video I always end up crying hard like this. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit buwan buwan ko itong ginagawa. Para saan? Para kanino ba?

I ended up crying my eyes out but showed no emotion. What has just happened?