Can't Fight This Feeling Mga Nobela at Kwento

If he's around I can't control my body and perhaps my mind too and I really hate it! @zane_archer

Pagpapa-alala ko. "Fighting without you in the picture seems meritless." "You're just thinking that, listen to your heart." "My heart is the one who is talking to you right now. I'm this shameless because my heart has taken over my body." "Don't forget to take your brain with you, so you will know when its your limit." "I don't intend on giving up just yet, as long that I see you there will be trillions of motivations that will slap my face." I laugh. "You're cheesy."

bI want you to know, I want to tell you that I really don't know what to do now. Nananagis siya sa pag-iyak, napahawak naman siya sa kaniyang d****b dahil nararamdaman na naman niya ang pagsikip nito. ‘Please, don't give up on me. Please, I need you, I need you right know. I don't know what to do. I slowly losing my hope and sometimes I'm thinking if I should stop to fight because I have no courage. I do not have the courage to fight. I need you Divina, please be with me.’

I shoved him away with every ounce of strength I had left. I’ve lost myself. My heart is a storm I can no longer control. I have this burning urge to kill, but they are tucked away in their ivory towers, out of reach. Even the law is useless I filed the cases, yet the police are silent, and the warrants never come. Everything is under their thumb.

Chapter 9 For the past few months, I feel so contented pero hindi pa rin maalis sa akin na maguluhan. I am confuse on what I need to do. Kaya ko ba talaga na pigilan ang nararamdaman ko? Is this worth it to fight for? “Ano ba yan!” inis kong ani sa sarili at ginulo ang buhok. Instead of overthinking, bumaba ako sa kama at dumiretso sa cr ng kwarto ko.

"Hindi natin kilala ang isa’t isa pero nararamdaman at nakikita ko ang lahat ng emosyong nariyan sa mga mata mo; galit, lubgkot, sakit, paghihiganti... pero walang positibong emosyon. H-hindi tayo magkaibigan pero kung kailangan niyo po ng kausap ay nanrito ako." "No one can help you but yourself. In the end, sarili mo lang ang magiging kakampi mo. Kaya mo ’yan! You’ll get through it. The battle is hard because you’re fighting the war inside you on your own but it will make you stronger and I swear... Someday, tatawanan mo na lang ang lahat nang ’yan."

Kundi para sa kalayaan mula sa nakaraan. Si Lena ay huminga nang malalim, ramdam ang bawat tibok ng puso niya. Ang nakaraan niya, lahat ng sakit, lahat ng takot—nariyan, malinaw at hindi na puwedeng itago. “Adrian…” bulong niya, mahina ngunit matatag, “I don’t know if I can do this… not just the fight… but him. Seeing him… it’s too much.”

Harwinn’s words replayed in my head like a bad song stuck on loop. “You don’t need anyone.” “That’s the problem.” “E di wow,” I muttered under my breath. If being strong was a crime, dapat naka-handcuffs na ako matagal na. I sighed and sat up, rubbing my face. My body felt fine—no dizziness, no weakness—but my chest felt… tight. Like I’d crossed an invisible line and didn’t know how to go back. A soft knock interrupted my thoughts. I froze. No one knocked here. Ever.

Parang may taong bumugbug sa kanya kanina. Tumawa ng nakakaloko si Marga. Mahigpit kong kinuyom ang mga kamay. Naramdaman ko na lamang na umaagos ang dugo sa pagdiin ko ng mga kuku sa aking palad. I want to fight her but I can’t.

Even a thousand clothes won't complete me. I am longing for something i can't have. Even if it's priceless, why can't I have it? Why can't i just feel it. You don't need to spend even a cent. But why can't i just have it? (Hi! This story is made up of author's imagination. Any similarities to real life situations is just a coincidence. Names, places, events etcetera are purely made up of author's imagination. There are some typographical errors and grammatical errors. Kaya pasensya na po hehe