Depression Pain Broken Heart Quotes นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Why do we have in pain? People stay it they're meant for it. But if they wanna go, then set them free. Do not go for a despair and stop chasing to heal your brokenness. He looked at his grandfather's graveyard. He won't stop to go here a little by little he losing his sanity. Like this is the end.

Masaya naman ako sa buhay mang-aawit ko pero siyempre may panahon talagang napapagod at nagdadrama rin ako sa buhay. Well, life is unpredictable. Hindi natin masasabi kung kailan tayo magiging masaya o kailan tayo malulungkot. Kagaya na lang ngayon, mukhang meron na namang taong mabigat ang kalooban dahil sa pag-ibig. Damn love, psss. "Kung broken ka, wala akong pakialam," bungad na saad ko kay Yejin, ang second vocalist ng QQ. Nakabusangot na naman kasi ito habang titig na titig sa sarili niyang reflection sa salamin.

Mahabang sabi niya na nagpa-tanga sa akin. "Try to aid it habang hindi pa lumalala. Kasi kung hahayaan mo lang 'yan, mababaliw ka na. The most painful sign you'll experience will be heartache or heartbreak. Then it will cause you depression, hanggang sa masiraan ka na ng bait." My eyes widened. Para akong naubusan ng dugo dahil sa sinabi niya. M-Masiraan ng bait!? Is he fucking serious!? A-Ako!? Mababaliw sa sakit na 'to!? Seriously!? Gaano ba ka-delikado ang sakit ko at kailangan ko pang mabaliw?

Taas noo at tila walang iniinda ko iyon ginawa ngunit paglalabas ko at sarado ng pinto, I fell into the ground and cover my mouth with my hand when my tears fall like a fucking river. Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit ng ginawa niya sa akin. Hindi ko alam na may ganitong klase pala ng sakit kapag umibig, iyong tipong biglang binagsak sa lupa ng walang sasalong malambot na bagay, maski tela. Pain demands to be felt when it comes to love. But fuck this pain, it's killing me. This day will never be forgotten, the day where I felt my heart fell literally and crashed into tiny pieces.

I have to make a decision, I have to break up with my Sunshine. I thought what I did was right but when Aelia left I feel like I'm dead. I am alive but I'm barely breathing because of the pain. I've never experience such pain my entire life. Yung sakit na tagos hanggang sa kaibuturan ng puso ko. Sakit na hindi ko alam paano ko hihilumin. I took a break from my work but it didn't last long. I have to go back to my post and work again or else the hospital my grandmother and my brother built for years will go down the drain.

I felt all of it, then buried it so deep that nothing could reach it again. That day, something inside me broke. I left that church hollow, humiliated, and with a heart turned to ice. Ngunit isang bagay ang tumimo sa isip at puso ko, that heartbreak didn’t destroy me. It becomes my strength and motivation to continue proving myself to others. I told myself that if I weren’t enough for her, I’d become someone no one would dare walk away from again.

Parang sirang plaka na paulit-ulit kong naririnig, dahilan din kung bakit paunti-unti ring gumuho ang mundo ko, kasabay ng pagkakawasak ng umaasa kong puso. I'm not being dramatic. It's real and I've never been this broken. I hate this. I hate this feeling. It's suffocating, slowly killing me deep inside. "I'm sorry, babe." she apologized. Kahit na nag apologize siya, hindi ko pa rin matatanggap at ang galit sa puso ko ay nanaig. Nagtagis ang aking mga bagang, at mariin na kumuyom ang aking mga kamay, halos sirain na ang hawak kong cellphone na hindi ko pansin.

Tugon nito at biglang naupo sa may damuhan, kinuha nito ang bulaklak na nagkalat sa gravestone ni Nicklaus at niyakap iyon. "Gusto kong isisi sa'yo ang lahat ng nangyari, Zie, pero wala na rin namang mababago kapag ginawa ko iyon. Aaminin kong masakit pa rin sa akin ang ginawa mo, Zie, you broke my heart into million pieces." Sambit ko at sa hindi ko na mabilang pa na pagkakataon ay nag-umpisa na namang tumulo ang luha sa aking mga mata.

dagdag niya pa. Halos madurog ang puso ko sa nasaksihan na paghihirap ng kapatid ko. Umikot ako sa kanyang harapan at pinantayan siya. "You are not a bad person. Okay? Y-you will never be. You're just hurt kaya ka ganyan. All you need is the person who will understand your pain and that is me Kiara. I w-will never turn my back on you." nahihirapang saad ko. "If I am not a bad person why am I suffering in this pain? I deserve to be happy right? But why can't I be happy? Why am I always crying? B-bakit iniiwan ako?"

She couldn’t hold it anymore. She cried. She cried as her heart broke into pieces. She never knew that love will be this heart shattering that you are willing to give up everything just to see he's happy—with someone else. ///