I Lost Myself In Loving You Novels & Stories

I needed to lose you to love me I needed to hate you to love me And now is the chapter is close and done And now it's goodbye, it's goodbye for us (Selena Gomez - Lose You To Love Me) Benar sesuai dugaan ku. Si brengsek itu belum pergi dari rumah ku. Entah apa yang dia katakan pada Mamah, semoga saja Mamah akan lebih mendengarkan aku di banding ucapan dari mulut busuk nya Ernan.

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made Oh, and that haunts me every time I close my eyes It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh Too young, too dumb, to realize ……………... Although it hurts I’ll be the first to say that I was wrong I know I’m probably much too late To try and apologize for my mistakes But I just want you to know I hope I buy flowers I hope I hold your hands Give you all my hours When I had the chance Tell you how much I love you Cause I remember how much you loved me Do all the things I should have done

----------- I like your eyes you look away when you pretend not to care I like the dimples on the corners of the smile that you wear I like you more, the world may know but don't be scared Coz I'm falling deeper, baby be prepared I like your shirt, I like your fingers, love the way that you smell to be your favorite jacket, just so I could always be near I loved you for so long, sometimes it's hard to bear But after all this time, I hope you wait and see Love you every minute, every second Love you everywhere and any moment Always and forever I know I can't quit you Coz baby you're the one, I don't know how Love you til the last of snow disappears Love you til a rainy day becomes clear Never

"Cause all of me. Loves all of you. Love your curves and all your edges. All your perfect imperfections. "Give your all to me. I'll give my all to you. You're my end and my beginning. Even when I lose I'm winning. 'Cause I give you all of me. And you give me all of you." - All Of Me, John Legend __________

I found a love for me Darling just dive right in And follow my lead Well I found a girl beautiful and sweet I never knew you were the someone waiting for me 'Cause we were just kids when we fell in love Not knowing what it was I will not give you up this time But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own And in your eyes you're holding mine Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favorite song When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath But you heard it, darling, you look perfect tonight Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know

Baby, I know you're hurting Right now you feel like you could never love again Now all I ask is for a chance To prove that I love you Mendengar potongan lirik lagu yang dilantunkan grup vokal yang berasal dari Orlando, Florida, Amerika Serikat tersebut seketika membuat Pandu kembali mengalihkan pandangannya kepada sang istri. Wajah tampannya yang dikatakan banyak orang mirip dengan mendiang aktor Hollywood Paul Walker itu mendadak berubah sendu, seakan lagu itu memang curahan hatinya pada sang istri, Kanaya yang hingga kini belum bisa mencintainya.

Lania berusaha melepaskan cengkraman Robby, "Robby, sakit..." "Lo itu menjijikkan, Lania. Lo sampah. Gue bener-bener muak sama kelakuan sok jagoan lo... Jalang!" You Lose Me, You Find You I Lose You, I Lose Me

Tapi semakin ia berusaha melupakan gadis itu,semakin terbayang jelas wajah gadis itu di hadapannya. "Clara. Sebenarnya siapa dirimu,sehingga aku tidak bisa melupakanmu?" gumam Adit terlihat sedikit frustasi. "Gila," gumam Adit kemudian. Ia merasa dirinya sudah gila. Seumur hidupnya,ia tidak pernah memikirkan seorang gadis sampai seperti ini.

Tapi yang Eve rasakan saat ini, dia masih ingin merasakan kehangatan yang diberikan Dev itu. Pun dengan Dev. Persetan dengan harga diri dan gengsi. Persetan kalau ada anggota tim Yudi yang melihat mereka berciuman. Karena untuk saat ini, Dev hampir kehilangan akal saat melihat kondisi Eve yang seperti sekarang. Dev hanya ingin menuruti dorongan alamiah dalam hatinya untuk melindungi dan menyayangi Eve. Jadi biarkanlah kini Dev berubah menjadi pria yang penyayang dan tidak tahu malu, paling tidak untuk saat ini.

Bukan malah terus terpaut pada masa lalu yang sudah jauh berlalu. “Jika kau ingin menangis, menangislah. Jika kau ingin bercerita, ceritalah. Jangan dipendam rasa sakitmu sendiri. Kau tahu? Aku yang menjadi saksi kau berjuang dengan perasaanmu sendiri selama bertahun-tahun juga bisa merasakan sakit dari senyum yang terulas di bibirmu.” Lucy memeluk Elline yang masih saja terdiam. Tubuh gadis itu perlahan bergetar tanpa isakan. Lucy tahu sahabatnya tengah menangis dalam diam. Begitu sakit dan menyesakkan setelah tahu ketulusannya dikhianati sedemikian rupa, hingga satu kata pun tak mampu ia utarakan.