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“Mom, bangun!” Mikael tidak beranjak dari posisinya berjongkok, ia terus menciumi punggung tangan sang ibu, berharap ibunya itu mau bicara dan mempercayai ucapannya. Sementara Isabelle hanya menatap sayu langit-langit kamar. “Percayalah padaku Mom, aku tidak melakukan hal seperti itu pada Eleana.”

Ia tak ingin kalau ibunya bisa membaca suasana hatinya saat ini. “Noel Anderson,” ucap Mommy, lalu menutup buku di tangannya dan menembakkan tatapannya ke arah anak sulungnya. “Iya, Mom?” Noel melangkah masuk kemudian perlahan meletakkan botol minuman alkohol itu di atas nakas. Ekspresinya begitu gugup karena memang sekarang ada salah.

Oh, i'm good at keeping my distance I know, that you're the feeling i'm missing You know that i hate to admit it But everything means nothing if i can't have you I'm so sorry that my timing is off But i can't move on if we're still gonna talk Is it wrong for me to not want half I want all of you, all the strings attached. I'm trying, to move on, forget you, but i hold on Everything means nothing, everything means nothing, babe

You're so fine, I want you mine, you're so delicious I think about you all the time, you're so addictive Don't you know what I can do to make you feel all right? Don't pretend, I think you know I'm damn precious And hell yeah, I'm the motherfucking princess I can tell you like me too, and you know I'm right Ya, aku memikirkannya setiap saat. Seolah-olah menjadi sebuah candu untuk sekadar menjaga kewarasan otak, tetapi aku tak merasa ia amat penting hingga harus mengemis meminta penjelasan.

All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I’ll give my all to you You’re my end and my beginning Even when I lose I’m winning ‘Cause I give you all, all of me And you give me all, all of you How many times do I have to tell you Even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too The world is beating you down, I’m around through every move You’re my downfall, you’re my muse My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues I can’t stop singing, it’s ringing, I my head for you …. Telingaku sekilas masih mendengar, suaranya memang penuh rasa menyanyikan All Of Me-nya John Legend. Dulu dia pernah nyanyikan lagu itu. Aku paham perasaannya, mendoakan terbaik dia menemukan rasa cinta yang sebenarnya. Buk

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained You know how I love to complain For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame I still cursed that rain I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue Then out of the blue God gave me you to show me what's real There's more to life with just how I feel And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes And all that I live for though I didn't know why Now I do, 'cause God gave me you For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt

“See you again, my Queen.” ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ

Api semangat hidupnya yang selama ini meredup kini seolah tersulut hanya dengan mengingat impiannya yang tertulis di kertas itu. Ditengah asyiknya Dev membaca list impiannya, ponsel Dev tiba-tiba berbunyi. Ting! Ada notifikasi video konten update dari akun sosmed motivasi yang biasa dia tonton via Yucub. Judul konten itu tertulis : 'Follow your heart!'

"Udah , gue yakin lo ga bakal di hukum ." "Tau dari mana lo?" "Dari insting gue dong." Ingin rasanya Icha menabok Lala , tapi apalah daya ia tidak bisa apa- apa , si Lala kan sudah lama bersahabatan dengan dia. Walaupun Lala itu agak pemaksa orang nya dan harus menuruti segala kemauan nya tapi bagi Icha , Lala itu sahabat satu frekuensi paling the best.

Aku bagai terhipnotis oleh pesonanya. Tanpa terasa, aku turut menyanyikan lirik yang dinyanyikan Ares, ".... and I don't want the world to see me. 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you to know who I am ...."