Novel & Cerita A Shoulder To Cry On

But have one last cry, one last cry. Before I leave it all behind. I got to put you out of my life, this time, but believe a lie. I know i gotta be strong, cause 'round me life goes on and on, and on and on .. Ohhh ..♬♩ Napatingin ako sa table nila Mr. Santos, mga nakangiti. So dapat ayusin ko 'to. ♩♬Im gonna dry my eyes, right after I get my .. One last cry, one last cry.

Napaiyak na ako sa sobrang frustration. Jaxon. "Please.. don't. No." Taranta kong sinend ang message at tatakbo na ako palabas nang may humawak sa pulsuhan ko. "What happened?" Nasa tinig nito ang pag-aalala. Hindi ako nakasagot dahil nanginginig pa rin ang labi ko sa kaba't takot. "Lhaurize, I'm asking you. Why are you crying? Bakit nanginginig ka?"

Tumango na lang ako dahil walang salita ang mailabas ng mga labi ko. Inalalayan niya akong makatayo. Jusko! Malcolm Humphries niyo tinutulungan akong makatayo! Ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko. Agad akong nakaramdam ng kaba dahil baka marinig niya ang lakas ng pagtibok ng puso ko. Ang lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko, eto na ba ang sinasabi nilang crush? Corny. Pang-teenager.

May galit at sakit sa tuno ng pagkasabi nya nito. “Just cry, Bella. Ilabas mo lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman mo, makikinig ako.” He whispered. I rested my face on his shoulder. He wrap his right hands around me. “You're strong, keep being strong...” He whispered and while I'm crying. I don't know why am I crying on my enemy's shoulder. I don't know why I am being opened to this man. And why? Why is he comforting me like this‽

Caiko knows me well. I quietly turned to his shoulder and sobbed. Maybe we both need some time.. This night is so tiring.....

He insisted on staying too because he thinks she needs a shoulder to cry on and he's afraid that she'll gonna find it somewhere. "Someone who's just near," iritado nitong dagdag. It's so obvious that he's pertaining to Art who's still inside the facility, but to hell! Why would she fucking ask for his shoulder? She'd rather use a rag to dry her tears than to seek help from him.

He sobbed uncontrollably. Hindi ko alam pero may tumutulak saakin na yakapin si Ross, nilapitan ko s'ya at niyakap. I felt him stiffen for a minute but then he relaxed and cried on my shoulder. He cried like he was in his mother's arms. Sobrang naiintindihan ko si Ross ngayon at alam ko kung gaano kasakit para sakanya 'yon.

"Kanina pa kita gustong yakapin pero mas pinili kong alagaan ka muna dahil alam kong may pinagdadaanan ka ngayon. Gusto kong sabihin sa 'yo na nandito lang ako. You can lean on my shoulder when you're down. You can share your problem to me. You talk and I will listen." "Miguel..." namamaos na sambit ko nang nagsimula na naman mamuo ang aking mga luha. "It's okay to cry. Umiyak ka kung gusto mo," bulong niya. Ipinikit ko ang aking mga mata at yumakap din sa kaniya. Isinubsob ko ang mukha ko sa balikat niya at hinayaang lumabas ang aking mga luha. Pagod na akong umiyak pero hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko.

lalong lumakas ang pag iyak n'ya habang umiiling. Hindi na biro 'to kaya wala na akong nagawa kundi ang yakapin s'ya pabalik. Dahan-dahan kong inalo ang likuran n'ya upang mapatahan s'ya. "I don't know your problem but... please if you need shoulders to cry on. My shoulders are ready for your tears," seryosong sabi ko. Ngayon lang akong nagseryoso kaya nagtataka ako kung saang katauhan ko nakuha ang dialogue na 'yon. Paano ko nasabi 'yon nang hindi naki-cringe?

That's all you need. Tumawa ako ng mapait. Ang lakas ng loob kong magsabi ng ganoon pero hindi ko naman nai-aapply sa sarili ko. Darating at darating ang oras na kung saan maghahanap ka ng karamay. And when that time comes and you don't have someone to lean on. All you can do is cry. Cry the pain, cry your anger, cry the loneliness, just cry it all out. "Nagtatapang-tapangan ka lang! Nakita namin kung paano ka umiyak noong iwan ka ng mga magulang mo dito!"