It's Your Loss Novels & Stories

Diretso ang tingin nito at wala man lang kaalam-alam sa plano kong gawin ilang minuto mula ngayon. He said he will never take it if he'll lost someone dear to him. But he lost me. He said he will lose himself if he'll lose me. But he was able to met someone, be with her, and even let her bear his child. I lost everything the moment I lost him. The moment I lost him is the moment I also lost myself and I still hate the fact that I am only the one suffering. If karma is busy. If he wasn't on karma's schedule then I'll be his karma. I lost everything. I'll lead him to lose his sanity.

"Ang sabi naman ni Kuya Kingsley makakapaglaro pa kayo kahit na matanda na. Why don't you just do the things you did before so you would feel happy again?" "I can't." "Why?" "Because I lost everyone. The people I was with that time, the happiest days of my life. I don't have them now. I can't do it again without them. It won't be the same. It's not happy anymore." "What do you mean you lost everyone?" "My Dad's dead. I have no more friends. I lost her." "That..."

Nilapitan ko siya at tinapik sa balikat upang iparating ang aking simpatya sa pagkawala ng ina nito. “I’m sorry for your loss!” mahina kong sambit. Bigla niya akong niyakap ng mahigpit at saka ito humagulhol. Nais ko sanang kumawala ngunit hindi ko magawa. Paano ko gagawin yun sa taong nagluluksa. Kahit sinong nasa harapan ko ngayon at ganito ang itsura ay hindi ko basta matatalikuran.

Isa-isa nila akong niyakap nang mahigpit pero maingat, na para bang alam nilang isang maling galaw lang ay tuluyan na akong babagsak. “I’m sorry for your loss, Amarie,” malungkot na saad ni Tita Elara. Kita ko ang lungkot sa mga mata niya, hindi pilit o pakitang tao lamang. “Salamat pa at pasensiya na kung kayo pa ang nag-asikaso ng halos lahat dito,” mahina kong tugon. She shook her head gently. “Naiintindihan namin. We’ve been there. Alam namin kung gaano kasakit mawalan ng mahal sa buhay. Kaya huwag kang mag-alala, hindi ka nag-iisa.”

Sobrang sakit na hindi ko maipaliwanag, hindi ko malaman kung iiyak ba ako, tatakbo, luluhod o tapusin na lang ang buhay ko? I'm slowly losing everything I have... Arielle was my everything, and now... I'm about to lose her, too... TO BE CONTINUED...

malungkot na wika ni Ara at may pilit na ngiti sa labi. "Losing a friend it doesn't mean you won't meet another, there are people that'll enter our life to become a lesson so that when the right person comes you're already prepared. " wika ni Grey na nakapag patingin sa direksyon niya si Ara

“Regret won’t change anything, Shin.” “Alam ko.” Lumingon siya kay Jill. “But I still want to say it. I regret losing you.” Sandaling natahimik si Jill. Hinawakan niya ang baso nang mahigpit at saka tumingin sa kanya. “You didn’t lose me, Shin. You threw me away. That’s different.” Napayuko si Shin. “I was stupid. I didn’t see what I had until it was gone.”

Biglang tayo nito at punas ng kanyang luha. “Mga walanghiya kayo, walang magaganap na kasalan. Hindi kayo magiging masaya at tandaan niyo ang araw na ito. Pagsisisihan niyo na ako ang kinalaban niyo.” sabi nito sabay alis. “Huwag mo na siyang intindihin Mai, hindi siya magtatagumpay kung ano man ang plano niya.” pagpapalubag-loob ko sa kanya.

Kung minsan pa ay kung kani-kanino siya nirereto ng mga ito na nauuwi lang din sa wala dahil pagkatapos ng nangyari sa kanila ni Roger ay hindi na niya kayang magtiwala ulit. Kung hindi lang kasal ng pinsan niyang si Maris, hindi sana siya pupunta. “Wala ho akong plano.” Walang emosyong sagot ni Bryanne bago siya tuluyang tumayo bitbit ang hawak niyang baso na may lamang alak.

Nararamdaman niya ang pagsuyo at pagiging concern nito sa kanya bilang asawa niya. “I’m sorry again Tracy.” Nagpapahid ng sariling luha sa mukha nito na sabi ni Fien. “H-hindi ko alam na ganyan pala ang nangyari sa buhay mo. Pakiramdam ko, ako ang may kasalanan ng lahat, from the time na iniwan kita ay nangyari ang pagkawala sa’yo ng lahat lalo na ang restaurant mo.”