Don't Lose Hope 소설 & 이야기

Marahan kong saad. "I'll always be here, until you achieve your dreams, until you make it to the top. Have me back when you're done. Have me when you finally made it. Right then, maybe we won't have to be hidden anymore..." I said sincerely. I wanted him to remember each word by his heart, because I'm keeping them. "Can't wait for that day." Aniya habang mataman akong pinagmamasdan. "Make it fast then." I smiled reassuringly. I gave him a smile of hope, because that's what I don't want him to lose. Hope.

napayuko siya ng marinig iyon at napangiti ng mapait. "W-Why bother? Y-You don't know me. A-At isa pa.. a-ayoko na. M-Matagal na akong sumuko k-kaya bakit pa ako lalaban? W-Wala rin namang saysay." uutal na saad niya. Matagal tagal na rin siyang hindi nagsasalita dahil sa pag-iisa kaya naninibago na siya. Namamaos na rin ang boses at halata ang pagod dito. "Hija, don't lose hope. Andito ako--"

Ngunit agad ding napawi ang ngiti sa aking labi nang idikit na ang telepono sa aking tainga. "What is it, Juliana? Make it quick. I don't have time for this." Iyon ang bungad sa akin ng aking ina. Hope is somehow unstoppable, but it is also fickle. Wala itong kasiguraduhan, kaya imbes na magbigay ng lakas, madalas ay nagiging sanhi pa ng pagkabigo.

Lumungkot ang mukha ng matanda, "Baka kasi kailangan mo na ring umusad... kung nahihirapan ka ngayon, tiyak na mas lalong nahihirapan ang anak mong tumawid sa kabilang buhay. Kailangan mong ipakitang maayos kana Carmela..." Tama ang sinabi ni Nanay Emilda, kailangan nya nang tanggapin ang mga nangyayari dahil kung hindi nya nagawang tanggapin ang mga 'to tiyak na ma s-stuck sya sa kanyang kinatatayuan. Walang magiging usad ang kanyang Buhay. Ika nga, "life must go on". Ipag patuloy natin ang buhay kahit hindi na natin kaya, kahit na pasuko na tayo, because at the end of the day we will see a tunnel with a bright light, and that light is not just an ordinary one; it is a light of hope. "Hope"

After sometimes. "I'm sorry for your lost, son. And I'm sorry if we are late in extending our sympathy. But as you are, we lose a family member too. And that's the reason why we couldn't come even we want. Alam kong nasabi na nilang lahat ang makapanumbalik sa isipan mo sa dating ikaw. Kaya't iba ang nais kong sabihin. Don't let those sorrows defeats you. Instead use them as your armour to conquer your fears. Your past will never be forgotten because you don't have present if you don't have past. You will never have a future if you will not face your present. Ang asawa mo ang nawala ibig sabihin ay iisa lang samantalang buong pamilya mo ay buhay na buhay. Get up, son. Step by step you will b

"Life is like playing a game, sometimes you're gonna win, sometimes you'll lose, but if you don't try, you'll never know." Am I right? Right. "I lost back then, so I'm not sure if I can do it again, what if I lose again? What will happen to me?" "You can always come to me, if you feel you lose against the world," I said. "You'll be there for me?" "Yes, naman," I answered, "But who knows, what if you won this time? Hindi mo malalaman kung hindi mo susubukan." You tried it already and you did a nice job, so in a second time, I know you will do the same.

Napapalakas at Galit na si Rosalia. " Hindi Ako patay, Buhay na Buhay Ako at Hindi matatapos ang Buhay ko sa ganito lang , kailangan na gawin Kong miserable Ang Buhay mo at ng pamilya mo, ayoko na kayo lang ang magiging masaya, Hindi Ako papayag, pahihirapan ko kayo, pahihirapan ko kayo!." nanlilisik na mga mata ni Angela.

Poor boy. Thus, I asked God to bless him, guide his way and protect him always. I also wished for the realization of my plan. I can't wait to see him again. He's the only friend, I mean, best friend, I have. I could not take if I lose him again just because of our distance. I have lost many friends such as Romeo and many more. And, it's saddening. I'd rather lose my precious collection than to lose my best friend. He is the only one who treats me how I treat him. Somehow, I've learned from him. He taught me how anticipation is different from hope (hoping). He also had helped me find ways to get money. When Mj and I undergo crisis in Polot, he helped us pawn our cellphone and Mj's Topaz ring.

Iyon nga lang ay nabigo siyang iparamdam iyon dito noon. Tama nga ang sinasabi ng marami. Maiisip mo lamang ang halaga ng isang tao sa buhay mo kapag wala na ito o kapag huli na ang lahat. Ngunit bagaman halos napipinto na sila ro'n, ayaw niyang basta na lang sumuko kaagad. Kung kailangan niyang ligawan si Hope at magsimula ulit sa umpisa para mabawi ang pagmamahal nito ay gagawin niya. Ngunit kung sa kabila n'on ay ayaw pa rin nito sa kaniya, iyon na marahil ang panahon na kailangan niya na itong pakawalan.

Tinignan ang camera, taas-noo. “Then be afraid. Because I’m not hopeless anymore.”