My Fault Meaning Novels & Stories

"It was me..." Tumingala ako dahil sa sobrang emosyong nararamdaman. Para bang mahihimatay ako sa sakit na habang inaalala ang nakaraan. At ang isipin man lang na pareho kaming nagdudusa noon ay parang malaking sampal sa akin. It's not fair. Bakit ang ibang magkarelasyon ay tumatagal nang walang napagdadaanang ganito? Bakit hindi sila nakakaranas ng pagsubok gaya namin? Bakit kami pa? Bakit gano'n? "It was mine. It was my fault," he whispered. "Please don't blame yourself. I was responsible for everything you've come through."

I can't really understand what is happening. Wala akong maalala sa nangyari kagabi? Did we fvcked? Fvcking bullshit! This is not my first time to fvck girls, but---- fvck!? Why mavis? Sa dami ng babae? I was mad at myself, and I was looking for someone whom I could put the blame---and that's her! It's her fault! I should blame her even if I know, deep inside me---I am blaming myself.

saad niya na ikinatigil ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano bang dapat kong maramdaman sa sinabi niya. "I'm sorry," hinging tawad ko kahit alam ko sa sa sarili kong wala naman akong ginawang masama at kahit na siya itong nananakit. "You should be, because it was your fault." Binitawan niya 'ko na ikinatalsik ko sa kama. He's still mad as ape.

“Go. But apologies wouldn't change everything.” Nag dala nalang ako nang kaunti kong gamit at tulalang tinahak ang daan papunta sa bahay niya. Napakabog ako sa dibdib ko sa tindi ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. It's my fault anyway, I deserve this.

Genevive's voice is broken, she's crying at kanina pa siya humihingi ng tawad sa akin. I'm not blaming anyone here. Kung may sisisihin man ako yun ay ang sarili ko. It's my fault that I drink too much last night. It's my fault that I forgot the room number she told me repeatedly last night. It's my fault that I entered the wrong room. It's all my fault, no one to be blamed but me. Tama nga siguro si Mommy. Wala akong ibang dinala sa pamilya na to kundi kahihiyan. Wala na akong ginawang tama. Kaya hindi ko sila masisisi kung ayaw nila sa akin.

Maybe I live in a life that's not ordinary for everybody. . . Maybe living with only my mother and sister is not the society standard of a family, but. . . Can I do anything about that? Is it my fault that this is the fate and way of life given to me? I can't, right? So. . . How come it's my fault that I have this kind of life? How come it was my fault that my father left me? How come it was my fault that I don't have the society's picture of a family?

Just shut the fuck up" galit na sabi niya. I looked at him with a pained expression. I badly want to know the reasons, and why he keeps saying it's all my fault. I ran outside habang umaagos ang mga luha ko, pumara ako sa taxi, buti nalang may kunting pera akong natira sa bulsa ko. I sobbed quitely sa loob ng taxi. What did I do to deserve this? Why is this all my fault?? I've never hurt him, ginawa ko lahat para sa kanya. This is too much, it's so sufficating, parang di na ako nakakahinga sa sakit. I want to blame God dahil sa pinagdaanan ko. "Saan po tayo Miss?" tanong ng mamang driver "Sa simbahan" sabi ko while composing myself, I look like shit dahil sa pag iyak ko pero di ko mapigilan,

I calmly stated while caressing her hair. "Why does this have to happened? Was is really all my fault?" Natigilan ako sa tanong niya, bigla ay hindi ko masagot 'yon ng deretso habang noon ay ipinapamukha ko talaga sa kaniya na kasalanan niya ang lahat. ‘At least I learned how to be sensitive right?’ "You have faults, but not everything is your fault,” mahinahon kong sabi. Tila ba nagbago ang lahat ngayon kumpara sa sagot ko noon.

pagpapaliwanag ko. "No. It's my fault, Mayu. I was careless and didn't think carefully," salo ni Aldo sa kasalanan. Wala sa oras na napatingin ako sa kanya. Kunot noong hindi makapaniwala sa narinig ko. Since when Aldo admitted his fault? Wala akong maalalang umamin siya ng kasalanan. Tapos ngayon pati kasalanan ko ay aakuhin niya?

If I didn’t just play around at just did what Daddy wants me to do, hindi na sana mangyayari ito. “Masaya naman kami… This is all your fault…” Kita ko ang galit mula sa mga mata ni Maeve habang sinasabi ‘yon. Galit at pighati. Ang tinig niya’y nanginginig din nang sambitin ‘yon. Para akong dinudurog habang pinanonood ko siya. Para akong sinasaktan paulit-ulit habang inaalala kung gaano kasaya ang mukha ng anak ko noon but things are slowly changing because of me. Kasalanan ko ang lahat ng ‘to. I shouldn’t take them with me… Hindi na sana nakuha pa ang anak ko. Hindi ko na sana pinakialaman pa ang buhay nila. Tama si Maeve, masaya naman talaga sila kahit wala ako. It’s all my fault.