Cause You Were Never Mine 소설 & 이야기

Mature Content Lander “You’re mine now, and forever.” Marahas kong itinulos ang aking pagkalalaki sa kanyang pagkababae. Shit! Hindi ko akalain na ganito ang mararamdaman kong pagka sabik sa babaeng hangin na ito.

pero pinili niyang manahimik. "You were almost mine But we let it slide Words we never said Kept us on the edge Of almost..." Napatakip ako sa bibig ko. Ramdam ko 'yung luha sa gilid ng mata ko, but I didn't care anymore. Kasi sa wakas, narinig ko rin mula sa kanya. Hindi lang ako 'yung nagdadala ng bigat noon. Hindi lang pala ako 'yung nasaktan at tahimik na naghihintay.

"Heartless? You called me heartless? If there's someone who's heartless here, ikaw yun! Alam mo ba kung bakit?" "Simula ng dumating ang babaeng iyan sa buhay mo, you already forget about me! You totally abandoned me!" Umiiyak nitong asik. Matalim din ang tingin na ipinukol niya sa babae. "I never abandoned you, you know why? Because there was never an us, Julie that's why I couldn't understand why you keep doing this things."

Tinitigan niya ako na parang binabasa ang bawat piraso ng kaluluwa ko. ang takot, ang kahinaan, ang munting pag-asang pilit kong itinatago. “Because I can,” sagot niya, isang simpleng linya na puno ng bigat. “Because guilt alone is useless. Because every mistake, every survival, every heartbeat of yours... I claim it. And you will learn, Savanna. You will learn the cost of living, of surviving… and of being mine.” Ang salitang mine ay parang sumpa. Parang tatak na idinikit sa noo ko, sa puso ko, sa buong pagkatao ko.

I complimented him. "Well, if that's the case, will you let me seranade you forever?" he told me seriously. Did I hear him right? or I'm just being delusional? I was about to answer him when I heard Mera singing. "I've known you for so long You are friend of mine, But is this all we'd ever be? I loved you ever since You are a friend of mine But babe, is this all we ever could be? You tell me things I've never known

Bakit naman kasi niya ako binibigla? Pero teka, bakit ba ako kakabahan? Dinner lang naman ‘yon kasama ang mga magulang niya, saka hindi naman niya ako girlfriend— “You’re mine, Elizabeth.” Nanlaki ang aking mga mata nang maalala ko ang kaniyang sinabi. Paano ko ba nakalimutan ang bagay na ‘yon? Paulit-ulit niyang sinasabi sa akin ‘yon kaya malabong walang kami.

with him. ♬ All my hidden desires Finally came alive, hmm.. No, I never told lies To you so why would I Start tonight Hazel eyes, I was so color blind We were just wasting time, uh uh yeah For my whole life, we never crossed the line Only friends in my mind, but now I realize It was always you Can't believe I could not see it all this time All this time It was always you Now I know why my heart wasn't satisfied Satisfied It was always you, you

Puno ng pagmamahal na sambit ko. Wala na akong pakialam kung naiintindihan ba niya ang pinagsasasabi ko o hindi. Basta hindi ako papayag na makawala pa siya. Ngayon pa? Ngayon pang nakuha ko na siya. Sinapo ko ang mukha niya. Pinakatitigan ko siya sa kaniyang mga mata. "You're mine. Hindi ka na makakawala dahil markado na kita."

You don't have to say love me You don't have to say nothing You don't have to say you're mine Honey I'd walk through fire for you Just let me adore you Like it's the only thing I'll ever do Like it's the only thing I'll ever do Hindi ko na namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako sa kanyang mahinang himig. Nang magising ako ay wala na ang pagkirot ng ulo ko at maliwanag na sa buong silid. Ako na lang mag-isa sa kama. Agad akong napabalikwas ng bangon nang makaramdam na parang hinahalukay ang bituka ko. Para akong nasusuka. Napatakbo ako sa loob ng banyo habang hawak ang sarili kong bibig at sumuka ng puro tubig lang.

I failed my parents. I failed myself. And, I just let them down Now,I'm in pain. My heart turn into shattered peices. I don't know what am I gonna do. I had the Elysium's treasure yet she had my weakness. Because,I fell inlove and trusted that man.