Finding Myself Quotes Novels & Stories

It doesn’t demand to be seen. But it happens. Quietly. Surely. She looked at herself in the mirror one last time before stepping out the door. I will not be afraid to be seen without him beside me. --- “One day, I won’t have to remind someone I’m worth it. They’ll know. And they’ll show up. Until then… I show up for myself.”

I said desperately. "No, and I'm Sorry Yumi, Please fix yourself and move-on." Huling sabi niya at saka tumalikod at lumabas na ng pintuan. I pity myself. I'm bitter. I'm Obsessed. Pero napangiti ako nang maalala ko ang sinend kong pictures kay Quinlee kagabi. Pinahid ko ang mga luha sa mata ko. "Wala ka nang babalikan Zik." bulong ko.

Malungkot siyang ngumiti nang pasadahan ng tingin ang sarili- talagang nag-iisa na siya sa mundong 'to. 'Sarili ko na lang ang kasama ko sa lahat ng pagkakataon! Kaya sana, huwag niyo naman ako masyadong gawing warrior niyo.. kasi minsan malakas lang ako tingnan pero mahina rin ako!' tanging nasambit ko sa sarili ko nang napatingin ako sa larawan ni Hesus Kristo katabi ng salamin ko.

pagpapaliwanag ko. “Unfortunately, I donʼt typically believe on that quote. All my life, I didnʼt felt that I had been in the top. For me, I can definitely define that life is survival. You have to do something to survive in this complicated world. Even you have to do something bad that can harm a personʼs feeling,” pangangatuwiran nito sa akin, saka bumuga ng hangin. “I wish I didnʼt exist on this world. Even if I exist, I wish I have died back then. Iʼm tired on how to deal with my problems. It bring me too much pain thatʼs why sometimes I want to give up.”

"I can't stand to fly I'm not that naive I'm just out to find The better part of me..." Isang paglalakbay patungo sa pagkilala at pagtanggap sa sarili — isang pag-asa na kahit gaano man kahirap ang daan, may bukas na mas maliwanag at puno ng pagkakataon. *******************

At hahayaan ko siyang magdesisyon sa gusto niyang gawin kapag nalaman niya ang katotohanan. "Find the answer yourself." Napapaos kong turan. Tumayo na ako at naglakad palapit sa pinto. "And Hell?" I called her using her code name in the field. Huminto ako sa paghakbang pero nanatili akong nakatalikod. "Don't fall. Or you will lose."

I am not here because I am less than anyone else, not because I am unworthy, not because I am unappealing, not because I fall short when bringing attributes to the table. No. Due to a series of choices made by me, and only me, I am here. I remind myself that the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with myself. I remind myself that regret is a heavy burden to bear and the pain that comes with it is far from cheap. I remind myself that doing what makes me happy, regardless of what others think, is not only an important part of life, it is the only truth I know and the only part of my existence that I am sure of.

Bumulong siya sa sarili: “I’ve been running nonstop… it’s time to pause, reflect, and recharge.” Kinuha niya ang journal at sinimulang isulat ang mga saloobin: > “I’ve been through manipulation, jealousy, and professional sabotage… but I am stronger now. I have my focus. I have my mind. I have my skills.” Bawat salita ay parang maliit na sandata, nagpapaalala sa kanya na kahit gaano ka-busy o ka-stressful ang buhay, may karapatan siyang huminga at magpahinga.

Hindi ko alam kung maniniwala ba ako kay Fellin dahil iyon ang katotohanan, o hindi ko lang talaga kayang tanggapin ang katotohanan? I just found myself at the bar. Nakakatawa. We’re in the middle of turbulence and yet here I am. Nagpapakalunod sa alak na minsan kong pinangakong hindi ko na uulitin.

Tumabi ako, ngumiti. “Guess what po? I might have work soon po.” Napatingin sila at parehong ngumiti, halata yung ginhawa sa mukha nila. Ako? Napatingin ako sa langit. “Little by little… maybe I’ll find myself again.”