Regretting Novels & Stories

That's why, if I could go back to when we were still okay, I would treat him right—so damn right that he wouldn't think of getting away from me and regret choosing me. "If I were him, I would regret dating you," he spoke again. "When I asked him if he regretted everything, he answered no. I asked him why, alam mo ba ang sinagot niya sa'kin no'n? Dahil daw naging masaya siya noong kayo pa. His reason was so shallow, wasn't it? Sinabi niya rin na lahat ng relasyon ay humahantong sa hiwalayan kaya okay lang daw iyon. He dated you because he loved you, he didn't regret doing so. The only thing he regretted was that he fell so deep that he didn't know how to come up anymore. He also said that he

Nagmakaawa na ako ng ilang beses pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan. I regret everything I did in the past! I regret everything I did to him, pleasing him, supporting him all the way but what he just gave to me was a nightmare that I couldn't bury on the ground! I didn't know that it would turn out chaotic, bringing and dragging me down to hell with him and those people who did nothing but to.. kill. If it was not because of his help, I think I was still lost puppy. He was the reason why I had my life now but he was the reason as well that I am still terrified.

Kahit na ramdam ko na medyo masakit ang katawan ko, wala kong mahanap na pagsisisi. I can't find regrets in me after doing that to him, as years ago when I did it with him, until now, there was no regret. Sinubukan kong hanapin ang kahit kaunting pagsisisi para may dahilan ako na putulin ang usapang iyon, pero wala. But even so, even if there is no regret, there is still fear in me that tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, my life will be messed up again at muling mahirapan na ayusin ulit.

Ang sakit, guilt at regret ay naghalo halo sa loob niya, dahilan para sa kanya ang sakit na ito na gusto kong alisin sa kanya. Kung nagdududa ako kung ano ang nararamdaman niya ay totoo, pagkatapos ay isaalang alang ako na gumaling. Kahit na ang isang mahusay na aktor ay hindi maaaring pekein ang mga emosyon at kahinaan sa kanyang mga mata.

paliwanag ko at buti naman ay hindi niya na pinansin. Siguro ay palagi niya ring binubuksan ang folder na iyon para lang tignan… My biggest regret. Napabuntong hininga ako at sinimulang magmaneho. Ano ba naman ang regret niya sa akin? sa amin? Nagsisisi ba siya na nakilala niya ako? nagsisisi ba siya na minahal niya ako? O nagsisisi siya na hiniwalayan niya ako?

Tumingin si Sixto kay Stefan at nagngitian ang dalawa. "I think we have something to talk about—" "Huwag ngayon, Stefan." Hindi ko siya pinatapos. "Bakit mo itinago?" "Ang sabi ko ay huwag ngayon!" inis kong singhal sa kanya, pati si Sixto ay nagulat. Napasabunot naman ako sa buhok ko. "I'm sorry, anak."

Karina suddenly burst into crying. "Yes, Love. Bumalik na ang baby natin. Pangako ko na aalagaan ko kayo. And sorry, because I failed you, last time." "I know that you're regretting it, Baba. Hindi na ako galit." "Mahal n mahal kita, Karina. Mahal na mahal ko kayo ng anak natin." "Mahal rin kita, Baba. Iingatan natin ang baby natin ha." "Yes, Love."

"I'm tired, Giovanna. I'm tired of doing this..." Hindi na ako makahinga pero patuloy pa rin ang pagbagsak ng mga luha kong kanina pa nag-aantay makalabas at ang mga panibagong luha ulit na ngayon ay nag-aaantay nang makalabas. It feels like crying became my habit and lying is his. For the first time in my life, I really regret such an important thing. Marriage. I regret being married. To him. I regret losing my mom, my dad, him, and myself. I regret all of those. I'm exhausted because of too much remorse.

pagpapalusot ko dito, pero nakatitig lang ito sa akin. "Hay naku Noah, kung ano man iniisip mo hindi, ang tanging connection ko sa kanya ay boss ko siya at empleyado niya ako yun lang" sabi ko dito, pero parang may sumasaksak sa puso ko. Napailing ito at sinarado ang laptop, at tumitig sa akin, "Alam mo ate my biggest regret, is not fighting against my family, natakot ako kasi baka pag pinagpilitan ko yung pagmamahal ko kay Francine masaktan ko siya, pero mali ako, dapat lumaban ako, kahit itakwil nila pa nila ako, biggest regret ay hindi ko nasabi yung mga katagang mahal kita kay Francine, wala na akong pagkakataon dahil wala na siya" mahabang sabi nito, kitang kita ko dito ang, guilt, regr

malamig na tugon ko sakanya nagkibit balikat siya at tumayo at sapilitan akong hinarap sakanya. " Tumingin ka sa likod mo at tingnan mo ako." sabi niya at tinuro ang likod ko na siya naman ginawa ko. "What do you? Memories?, Regrets?" hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi niya kaya pumikit ako. " Nakikita mo na ba?" lahat na yata ng masasayang alaala na nangyari sa buhay ko ay naiisip ko pati yung araw na pinangako namin magkikita kami. "Now, open your eyes and look at me." My body move on its own parang sinusunod ko lahat ng sinasabi niya saakin " what do you see?" when i opened my eyes I saw her smiling at me. nakaramdam ako ng kakaiba sa puso ko I felt something I never feel these past few d