Novel & Cerita Wished You Were Dead

Sunod-sunod niyang tinungga ang bote at nang makaramdam ng pagkalasing ay walang pakialam na ibinato niya ang hawak sa pader. “Huh! This is what you want, right, Celestte? Yong maging miserable ang buhay ko nang dahil sa’yo?” ani ni Roman bago nagpakawala ng pagal na tawa. " But no, woman. I will never give you that satisfaction! To hell with you and that fucking loser!” sigaw niya bago tuluyang ibinagsak ang sarili sa malambot na kama. Yes, tomorrow, ibang Roman Contreras na ang makakaharap ng lahat.

“I am. That’s why . . . I feel empty and angry and confused and hurt and a lot of different things. I never saw this coming. This scenario never once crossed my mind. Never.” Walang sinabi ang lalaki. “I don’t want . . . to face him tomorrow. What do I tell him once he asked where I was?” “You’re thinking too much. Just drink up for now. Makakaisip ka rin ng idadahilan mo bukas.” Nangiti siya.“For someone who’s not concerned about me, you sure know what to say.” “Shut up and drink, Aly.” “I like you, beard-guy.” Iling. “Shut up and drink.”

Because I think there's no other choice for me but to just die. I feel so dirty. I feel so unwanted. I feel so useless, my life is pointless. My mom was the only one who ever loved me and now that she's gone, who's gonna be there for me? The wind blew and I realized I just need to die to end this nightmare, this nightmare that I've been going through for years. If I die I will be free of this nightmare.

na ikinalungkot ko. @DeathWish

I love you! --- s.mangampo@yahoo.com @Death Wish

Walang kamalay-malay ang mga ito na nagkaroon sila ng tensyon ni Fien kani-kanina lang. “Mabuti naman apo ako, alam mo kung may isa akong wish sa birthday kong ito,” nangislap ang mga mata nito na may inaalala. “Ay iyon ay ang maabutan ko ang magiging apo ko sa tuhod sa’yo. Sana magkaanak na kayo ni Fien.”

Iniwan na lamang niya ang mga ito dahil ayaw niyang silang mag-aama ang magpang-abot. "How I wish patay na nga ang gagong iyon. Hanggang sa kritikal na kalagayan ba naman siya pa rin ang hinahanap ni Mommy? Tsk! I really wish him to his death." Napakuyom ang kamao ng panganay dahil sa lumukob na galit.

Bakit parang ako lagi ang nagiging rason kung bakit ka napapasama? This is not what I want for you. This is not what I wish for you.

Once in a lifetime lang to sa katulad kong gangster. Every moment should be treasured cause you don't know when will your life end. Unfortunately, there is a possibility that I'll die without feeling happiness. "Your wish is my command, Babe." Nakatitig lang sya sa sa mata ko nang may pumasok sa isipan ko. "How about the game, Drazz?" Nginisian nya ako at niyakap ng mahigpit "It's already over, babe. The moment that I fell for you, the game's already over."

Nasa gitna ng kila Heart at Patrica ang lapida ng lola nila. Sa ngayon ay hindi tuluyang nareresolba ang kaso ni Heart pero base sa mga reaksiyong nakikita ko ay masaya na sila kung nasaan sila. Masaya na silang magkakasama. Napakadaya lang na mas nauna pa silang matanggap pagkawala nila kaysa sa akin na mas matagal nang nawala. Seeing them will forever remind me that life is so unfair. They also made me keep in mind that we should be careful on who we trust for they can make us feel LIFELESS.