Novel & Cerita I Was Never There

Akira's POV. Nakikisabay yata ang tugtog sa pagiging emosyonal ko ngayon. I can't help but remember Thunder while I was listening to this song. 🎶I can't remember when you weren't there When I didn't care for anyone but you I swear we've been through everything there is Can't imagine anything we've missed Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Hinanap ko sya sa paligid but he is nowhere to be found. He is gone. He is gone and he will never come back. There's no Kean James anymore. Napaluhod ako bigla. Humagulgol ako ng iyak. "Kean. Kean! " Wala akong naitulong sa kanya. Hindi man lang ako nakapagpaalam ng maayos. Bakit,bakit sya umalis agad?

Gaya nga ng sabi niya, hindi siya nagtiis para sa wala. Hindi na din nagsalita si Joaquin hanggang sa makarating na sila sa harap ng apartment ni ALthea. Nagtataka man siya kung paano nalaman ni Joaquin kung saan siya nakatira ay hindi na niya nagawang pansinin pa.

I will never understand how his shallow brain works. My shoulder dropped when I left that room. Tuluyang kumawala ang mga mapapait na luha. Wala si Ismael. Hindi niya ako hinanap. Hindi niya ako nailigtas. Para akong sinasakal ng katotohana at nahihirapan akong huminga. How can I live now?

I cleared my throat before I spoke. "Yes, Sir. Mauna na po ako," tanging sagot ko at nagpaalam na palabas. Gustuhin ko man na magtanong ay mas pinili ko na lang na manahimik. Kung magtanong man ako ay alam kong hindi naman niya ako bibigyan ng kumpleto at konkretong impormasyon. Sino ba naman ako, 'di ba? I am just a mere stranger here, in El Kanjar. They don't know me at all. I just appeared here in a blink of an eye.

Isip ko habang nakapikit at humigpit ang hawak ko sa hawakan na riles. Nawala na ang kaba ko, pero bakit parang bumabalik lang ito. I have erased that image in my mind and never had it again for so many years. But now, upon knowing that I am bound to marry Darius, the appearance of my dying mother was fresh to me. "Feleona. . ."

My rainy days fade away when you come around please tell me baby Why you go so far away Why you go Oh, love Never knew what I was missing But I knew once we start kissin' I found, love Never knew what I was missing But I knew once we start kissin' I found you ************************

I stood up stiffly and adjusted my cap, wiping a bead of tears from my eyes before quickly leaving that place. While walking I passed a small chapel. I looked at it slowly before looking at it blankly, when did I go to church? Several times? Two? One? I do not know. I can't remember. My fist clenched as a happy family came out of the gate. A girl, and a couple laughing. The dark past enveloped me, I had never experienced being like that. I laughed out loud before taking a deep breath to stop the anger flowing through my system.

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables Left a small town, never looked back I was a flight risk, with a fear of fallin' Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts." kanta ko, tinignan ko siya nakapikit ang mata niya habang nakangiti kaya umiling iling nalang ako "I say, "Can you believe it?" As we're lyin' on the couch The moment, I can see it Yes, yes, I can see it now." "Do you remember, we were sittin', there by the water?

Hindi pilit. Yakap ng kapatid sa kapatid. "Okay lang matakot," sabi ni Mike. "Pero hindi ka nag-iisa. Never again." --- Khun Theerak Opisina — ika-27 palapag Mag-isa na naman ako. Gray. Black. Walang buhay. Pero sa oras na ito, hindi ko alam kung dito ba talaga ako nabibilang. Tumunog ang phone ko.