Novel & Cerita Self Pity Quotes

Kailangan kong iiyak lahat para lumuwang man lang ang paninikip ng dibdib ko. Ano ba ang naging kasalanan ko para magkaganito ang buhay ko? I know this is my fault, I let him hurt my feelings. God, wala naman sana akong ibang hiniling, kundi ang makasama s'ya ngayon sa espesyal na araw ko. 'Yon lang naman sana. Napakasapat na para sa akin 'yon. Why you're so unfair to me God? Why do I need to feel this damn pain? Bakit ako na lang lagi? Sila na naman oh, tama na ako. Quotang-quota na ako.

Ano bang inaasahan ko? But instead of softening, my heart stayed hard and cold. Mahirap man sila… hindi nito nababago kung sino siya. Poverty is not an excuse for everything, I insisted silently, shutting off any hint of pity before it could even start. Maraming mahihirap yung lumalaban ng patas, nagtratrabaho ng marangal, at hindi oportunista.

“Don’t forget to take care of yourself, okay? You can’t pour from an empty cup.” Napatawa ako nang mahina. Pamilyar na sa akin ang linyang ‘yon; ilang beses na rin niyang sinabi iyon para ipaalala sa akin na unahin din ang sarili. Parang naging mantra na namin. “I know. I’m trying. Pero alam mo na, ang hirap lang minsan. Everything feels so fragile. Parang laging may nakaambang mali.”

I was so happy that time, thanking him for the camera he bought for me and how god gave him to me but now looks like who's been hurt a hundred times? Crying out for someone who can't even say 'I love you', pótangina Naman kasi! Hilam Ang luha akong napa pikit sa sakit. When would this pain end? Pagod na akong umiyak. Ilang saglit pa'y hinila na Ako Ng antok.

--- --- "Afraid?" Mahina kong ulit. --- Tumango siya. --- "I wanted a world where you would never suffer." --- --- Napapikit ako. --- Dahil naiintindihan ko. --- Pero hindi ibig sabihin na tama. --- --- "Pero Daddy..." --- Nanginginig ang boses ko. --- "A world without suffering isn't a world without pain." --- Huminga ako. --- "Sometimes suffering teaches people how to care."

Ang bawat salita ay parang sinisindihan ang lumang sugat. “Sorry sa kagaguhan ko. Sorry at sinaktan kita. Sorry kasi wala ako sa tabi mo noong mga panahon na pinagbubuntis mo ang anak natin. I’m sorry I was not there to help you every time our daughter was crying. I’m sorry I am too late, baby. I promise I will try to make up for all of it, kahit papaano, habang buhay,” he whispered almost inaudible, the words lingering in the air like a confession.

Dumistansiya ako sa kanila at tumungo na sa dulong bahagi ng bahay. Pumikit ako. Gustong-gusto kong sabihin na huwag muna akong umalis, na gusto ko pa silang makasama. Ngunit narinig ko ang yabag nila at mahinang pagtawa. I don't belong here because I am too far. Nobody understands another's sorrow. There are times in life when one feels down and experiences stuff that makes them miserable. Some people even hide their sadness because of the fear of getting judged by people or getting mocked.

Halata na kakatapos lang nito umiyak at ngayon ay naninigarilyo. “Hindi mo na sana ginawa iyon. Tuloy, ano na ba ang naging kaibahan mo sa akin? Kasindesperada mo na ako niyan. Alam mo, gusto sana kitang sampalin kaso nagbago na ang isip ko. Naawa ako sa iyo.” Umismid ito. “I don’t need your pity, Xylca. You should pity yourself more.”

The pain was so strong, so much for my liking. My voice cracks. “I’d give up everything, my classes, my routine, even my dreams, just to be near you. If I could rewrite my life so that my heart didn’t belong to you, I would. But I can’t. Because you’re the only story I know how to write.” So poetic and pathetic. "You’re not a haven, Pria. You’re a storm I didn’t invite. So stop pretending your misery is somehow noble or tragic. It’s selfish. It’s desperate"

Sabay punas ko sa luha ko. "Hmmm...." Habang nag-iisip ng sasabihin sa'kin. Hindi na rin ako nagsalita at hinintay ko lang ang sasabihin niya sa'kin. "Ah, ito Adi maganda 'to." Sabay ngiti ng malapad sa akin. "Cry, forgive, learn, move on, and let your tears water the seed of your future happiness it was quoted by Steve Maraboli." Somewhat it made me calm.