Romans & histoires What Are Desires

Kami ay magkatabi, parehong matatag, parehong gusto ang isa’t isa, parehong handang harapin ang mundo… at parehong handang damhin ang bawat hibla ng desire na matagal na naming tinatago. At sa araw na iyon, sa ilalim ng malamig na lampara ng bagong kumpanya, natutunan ko—ang pag-ibig at desire ay hindi kailangang itago sa ulap. Maaari itong maging langit.

"Saan nga ba madalas magkamali ang mga tao? Is it on their choices? By taking the wrong path? Why do people take the wrong path? Why do we make wrong decisions? Why do we chose the wrong choices? Mostly, its because of our desires. Our desires can be similar, but they are usually different from each person. I desire to have a complete family. I want to be loved, real loved. I believe you'll only receive real love from your family, why I really desire to have my family back together. Yes, I will have a new family if mama will be really married to Conrad. Madadagdagan ang miyembro ng pamilya ko. But I am not sure if I will really receive the love I am looking for. The love Dad has given to me.

Inayos niya naman ang pagkakaupo niya. "Yung Amore Desiderato o Desired Love ay sumasalamin daw sa kagustuhan ng taong makaranas ng pagmamahal. Kahit pilit mo man itong itanggi, darating at darating pa rin ang panahon na mauuhaw kana dito," dagdag pa niya dahilan para mapaisip tuloy ako.

"Stop it, Gibson Evora. Stop hurting my mother. I'll come with you but you have to promise me that this is going to be the last time that we'll seeing each other. I want you out of our lives forever." I thought he will be triumphant with what I remarked. Pero mayroong mga kakatwang emosyon ang hindi ko inaasahan na tumulay sa desperadong mga mata ni Gibson Evora. Shameful guilt, remorse and apologies. Apologies? To hell with him. I wasn’t even sure if I had read his emotions right, and frankly, I didn’t care. Wala akong pakialam sa kung ano mang bumabagabag sa loob niya. All I wanted was to drive him out of our lives—completely, permanently. I hated him to the core. No… he made me hate him t

malumanay ngunit may diin ang bawat pagbigkas ko ng mga salita. "Wow! It's quite similar with the infamous story of that cursed sorceress. However there was no romance, just mere thirst for power." Napalingon ako sa kaniya sa sinabi niya. We live in a world wherein those who are powerful get to rule and I can justify that each one of us has this side of thirst. May it be for love...or power. "A forbidden magic and a cursed fate," sabay naming sabi habang nakatingin sa kalangitan.

Hindi niya akalain na makakayanan nito na saktan siya ng pisikal. “Wala ka talagang kwentang asawa!” Hindi na napigilan pang mapaiyak hindi lang dahil sa hapdi ng pagkakasampal ni Frederick si Anastasia, mas masakit pa rin ang sakit na tumutusok sa kanyang puso. She never thought that Frederick would go this far. He was so selfish that he’s so ready to sacrifice everything just to be the CEO of the KeyStone Legacy Builder. “Ano ba kasi ang gusto mo?!” sigaw niya at umiiyak na humarap sa asawa. Hawak pa niya ang namumulang pisngi na idinulot ni Frederick.

"Playing alone made me see how my enemy will act towards my action." "Did you ever win against yourself?" That made me stop for a while before moving my knight. "I never won against myself. It's hard defeating myself, Kit. Kahit kailan. Kahit ilang beses kong subukan hindi ko matalo ang sarili ko. Because if I won over myself you'll never see me here playing. Yourself is the most difficult enemy, Kit. Your mind will be screaming no, but deep inside yourself you know it's yes and you'll never ever win over your desires. It'll just make your mind and everything in chaos." He just stared at me. Puzzled. "Desires is like a virus in our system, Kit. There are two types of desires. One that can de

Kahit man hindi totoo, kahit man panaginip lang 'yon. To think the man I once loved would do me like that. They said na makikita mo sa panaginip mo ang greatest desires mo, nightmares mo, o kung may taong nag-iisip sa'yo ng masama o desires. What if this is Jared's desire from me, kahit noon pa? That sent a shiver down my spine. No... I don't want him...! Kadiri, kadiri, kadiri!

Puro paghihigpit lang daw ang kay Abegail at hindi napapansin ang mga ginagawang achievements sa buhay, parating natatalbugan ni Desire. Si Desire raw ang mabait, ang matalino, masunurin, etcetera. "Pasaway pala ang Ate mo kung ganoon," he said with a beam. Agad na tumingala sa kanya si Desire, "Hindi naman pasaway. Baka...pinoprotektahan lang na sobra nina Mommy at Daddy." Tumikwas lang ang isang sulok ng labi niya at hindi na sumagot pa.

“Tatlo na naman? You’re unbelievable.” “Hindi ito laro,” malamig kong sagot. “Gusto ka nilang patayin. At kung hindi ka susunod, baka pareho tayong hindi makaligtas.” Lumapit siya, halos idikit ang katawan niya sa akin. Ang mga mata niya kumikislap sa dilim, parang hindi alintana ang panganib. “Pero darling,” bulong niya, “don’t you realize? The more danger I face, the more I need you. And the more I need you… the more I want you.”