Can't Stop Thinking Of You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I’ll be honest Lookin’ at you got me thinkin’ nonsense Cartwheels in my stomach when you walk in And when you got your arms around me Oh, it feels so good I had to jump the octave I think I got an ex but I forgot him And I can’t find my chill, I must have lost it I don’t even know I’m talking nonsense (Sabrina Carpenter - nonsense)

I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you Did I say that I loathe you? Did I say that I want to leave it all behind? I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off you Damien Rice (The Blower's Daughter) ***

lalu di lanjutkan kepala. "Apa karena kamu banyak pikiran, jadi saraf pada tegang semua?" tanya Miura Diamentri yang menerkah-nerkah. karena ia kadang-kadang juga merasakan hal seperti ini. "Ya, sedikit banyak berpikir. tidak tahunya akan seperti ini," balas Leila masih jujur tanpa menutupi apapun dari Miura Diamentri. "Untuk sekarang jangan banyak berpikir, fokus penyembuhan dulu. itu yang terpenting," saran Miura Diamentri.

Beberapa kali ia mengetikkan sesuatu, tapi kemudian menghapusnya lagi. Awalnya, ia masih menunggu. Berpikir mungkin Fady sedang sibuk. Mungkin ada urusan kantor yang harus diselesaikan. Mungkin sedang butuh waktu untuk menyelesaikan konfliknya dengan Umi. Ia masih mencoba berfikir positif. Tapi semakin lama, semakin jelas ini bukan tentang sibuk, bukan tentang waktu. Ini tentang pilihan.

And these memories lose their meaning. When I think of love as something new. Though I know I'll never lose affection. For people and things that went before. I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life I love you more. Though I know I'll never lose affection. For people and things that went before. I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life I love you more."

No (Ooh) No-no, no (Ooh, ooh, ooh) Ooh, nah I'm buildin' my hopes up Like presents unopened 'til this day I still see the messages you read, mmm I'm foolishly patient (Foolishly patient) Can't get past the taste of your lips (Taste of your lips) Don't wanna let you out my head Just like the day that I met you The day I thought forever Said that you love me But that'll last for never It's cold outside Like when you walked out my life Why you walked out my life? I get like this every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary 'Cause I remember every time On these days that feel like you and me Heartbreak anniversary Do you ever think of me? Of me 'Cause I think of you,

See it's very divine, You one of a kind. But you mush up my mind, You walk to get declined. Oh Lord... My baby is driving me crazy. You're way too beautiful girl. That's why it'll never work. You'll have me suicidal, suicidal. When you say it's over. Damn all these beautiful girls. They only wanna do your dirt. They'll have you suicidal, suicidal. When they say it's over....

“Abang nggak takut sama aku?” “Abang takut sama kamu, kalau kamu lagi marah, atau kamu lagi overthinking gini. Karena Abang bener-bener nggak tau apa yang ada di kepala cantikmu ini. Kamu suka mikir yang nggak pernah terpikirkan sama Abang.” Arka menelan ludahnya dengan susah payah. Bagaimana mungkin tadi ia bisa berpikir untuk meluruhkan kandungannya. Calon ibu terkutuk!

Aku semakin tidak mengerti apa yang sedang terjadi. Bibirnya membekap bibirku lagi, dengan kedua tangan besarnya yang berada di atas kedua gundukan dadaku. Meremasnya dengan perlahan dan bertempo. Ini gila, tetapi aku tidak bisa lepas dari jeratannya dan entah kenapa aku mulai terbuai. Rasanya, aku juga akan gila jika berlama-lama seperti ini. *** Mikael POV