Crying In Silence 소설 & 이야기

Kylline POV Halos matumba ako ng makaalis si Ace, hindi ko alam na kahit papiliin ko pala siya ay talo pa din ako. Alam kung mahal niya ako pero simula ng dumating ang babaeng 'yon ay nakalimutan niya na din na kailangan ko siya. Nanghihina na napaupo na lang ako sa sofa habang umiiyak.

Ani ko. Hindi ko naman napigilan ang pagtulo ng luha sa mga mata ko dahil tila bumabalik na naman sa akin ang lahat ng masasakit na pangyayare sa buhay ko. "I'm here.. "Ani niya na yumakap sa akin. "Pwede ba na wag na muna natin 'tong pag usapan? "Ani ko na nilingon siya. Agad naman siyang tumango sa akin. "I'm sorry" he whispered.

Their eyes locked. No moans. No dirty words. Just breathing. Just skin. Just weight and heat and quiet love neither of them could name. She came with a soft cry, clutching him, sobbing into his shoulder as her body trembled around his. And when he came too, spilling into her with a low groan, she felt him shudder. They held each other after. No words. Just silence. But even as she clung to him… she was breaking inside. Because love couldn’t erase what she’d done.

Tsk. Silence. Uncomfortable and deafening silence. Ang tanging naririnig ko lang ay ang tunog ng paghinga at pagbuntong-hininga niya, iyong d****b kong nagtataas-baba sa sobrang galit at maging ang lagutok ng suot kong pulang 4 inch strap stilleto habang naglalakad palabas ng library niya ang tanging maririnig. “I’m sorry. Sorry for making you remember that chapter of your life. It’s done. He is long gone. You’re the winner, Karmine. We won. We’ll be there in the party, so you don’t have to worry about anything.”

On the other end of the line, absolute silence fell. Oli squeezed her eyes shut as the painful, suffocating truth settled deep into her chest. Tears flooded her eyes and spilled over, hot and relentless, but she forced herself to weep in total, agonizing secrecy. She bit down hard on her own trembling lip, stifling her gasps so that Elle would never hear the sound of her breaking. With her free hand, Oli clawed at her shirt, gripping her chest tightly as if she could physically hold together a heart that was splintering in two.

She tried to push me away but I'm stronger than her. "I don't hate darkness. That's my best friend but I do hate silence. Silence is too loud and I am not fond of it. Keep this our little secret... or else." Inilapit ko ang bibig ko sa tenga n'ya. "Buong university ang makakalam kung anong klaseng demonyo ang tinagato n'yo." A terrified expression showed on her face. Para itong isang papel sa putla. She's shivering and tears are about to escape but she didn't let it. Feisty. Trying to be brave. "H-how?" Her voice was cracking.

Thunder retorted but his voice is still soft and weak. I tugged my fingers onto my hair in frustration and cried silently. Umupo siya at niyakap ako habang umiiyak. I couldn't help myself but to cry it out, the pain inside me, it kills me, it needed to come out.

Mabilis kong pinunasan ang luhang pumatak sa aking mga mata I don't want to be here anymore. This is freakingly suffocating the hell out of me. Please, someone get me out of here. My heart still pounding so hard. I hate this kind of feeling! I don't want this. I'm fine now, I started to move on... to live my life without him. Ci, get me out of here. But why the freaking freak am I crying?

Wala akong naging reaksyon at natahimik nalang. I cried silently. Sana bangungot nalang ang lahat ng ito.

Some look shocked and the others look amazed. Ang bigat ng paghinga ko at lalong bumibigat habang naaalala ko ang mga nangyari. Umupo ako nang tahimik matapos kong makapagsalita. Silence strikes everyone. No one dares to speak. I hate this feeling. I feel like any moment I'm going to cry. “No, stop this nonsense Yumi. Enough of being weak. Enough of being a crybaby,” I said, reprimanding myself in my head.