Fear Not I Am With You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

He softly said. I simply nodded. When my amber eyes found his, agad akong nag-iwas ng tingin. He doesn’t understand. I’m not scared of him. I know that I could trust him because Eli, trusted him. It just that, his sudden move makes me feel nervous and I’m afraid, I don’t know why.

“Amos, nakakapagod ka na! Please, tama na!” Muli siyang niyakap ni Amos. Parang sinakal ang puso niya nang marinig ang mahihina nitony hikbi. “I… can’t be with you. I’m afraid. Takot na takot ako. H-hindi… ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Zein, I'm sorry. I… l-love you so much.” Tinulak niya si Amos. “Kung mahal mo ako, hindi mo ako iiwan. Hindi ka aalis nang walang paliwanag, nang walang rason.”

"Even if it costs my life, Pristine Felize. I will do everything to keep you safe." Suddenly, his vow echoed in my mind, and a deeper fear settled in my chest. Napahikbi ako at napailing, habang ramdam ko ang mga tingin nilang lahat sa akin—ang awa. Intense fear was crushing me, gripping my heart so tight I could barely breathe... Bukod sa papa, a-ang pinaka hindi ko kayang mawala sa akin a-ay si Elijah. "N-No."

"Will, ayoko nga tapos ang usapan. Bakit ba kailangan pa no'n? Hindi ka ba masayang nandito na ako ulit?" Of course, he is. It's just that he's not comfortable anymore. He never seen this coming, isang patay na muling mabubuhay at ang nararamdaman niyang para na sa iba. What the hell! Paano ba hindi mabaliw sa kaniyang sitwasyon? "I'm happy. . .and I hope you'd feel the same way. Hindi mo maibabalik ang dating ikaw kung mananatili kang takot at balisa."

I'm so scared that you will see All the weakness inside of me I'm so scared of letting go That the pain I've hid will show I know you want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop I want you to know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes For you I would fly At least I would try For you I'll take The last flight out I'm afraid that you will leave As my secrets have been revealed In my dreams you'll always stay Every breathing moment from now I know you (I know you) want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop I want you to know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes

I can still see the fear in his eyes. Kahit ako ay natatakot din sa mga nangyayari, ngunit nagpapakatatag ako para kay Aiden. I cannot let myself consume with fear because it will make Aiden more vulnerable. "Everything's going to be alright. We just need to run away from here." Saad ko sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko hahagilapin si Lolo lalo na at magulo na ang lahat.

“Calm down. I understand what you’re feeling right now. Always remember that we’re here for you and our baby. Don’t keep everything to yourself. You’re not alone. I don’t want you crying by yourself. Let me stay with you through every pain.” Sa yakap niya, kahit papaano ay nakahinga ako ng maluwag. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na hindi na ako nag-iisa. Pero kahit may kasama na ako, hindi pa rin tuluyang nawawala ang takot sa bawat araw na lumilipas. — — —

Sa Diyos lamang siya umiiyak, masaya ako dahil alam kung may tiwala na siya sa amin at napapakita na niya ang totoong siya pati na ang kahinaan niya. “Walang anuman, Lily. I promise we will be free from fear and pain, after this…”

Ako ang matatalo. “No one will harm you when I am here with you love, I promise you that.” With that I feel safe. Niyakap ko siya pabalik. Mahirap maniwala pero kailangan ko ng kakampi. Kahit ngayon lang lord, kahit si Dos nalang ang maging kakampi ko, ibigay niyo na to sakin bilang kasangga ko sa buhay, pagod na pagod nakong mag isa.

“H-Hindi... H-hindi ko a-alam, Sever. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko.” “I am with you, Zalaria. I will be with you. You don't need to be scared.”