Novel & Cerita I Remember The Days

wika ko sa kaniya. Buong gabi kong iniisip kung nakilala ko na ba dati si sir Conor. Parang pamilyar talaga siya sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko siya nakita o nakasama. Pero yung nakasama ko siya kahapon dama ko naman ang kagaanan ng loob ko sa mga oras na iyon. They said, nagkaroon daw ako ng amnesia. Meron akong bagay na hindi matandaan, isang bagay ba iyon? Kilala ko ba talaga siya dati, pero… hindi ko lang siya matandaan?

Natatawa naman ako habang binabaybay ang hallway dahil sa anino ng kung sinong naaaninag ko mula sa living room. Malamang si Mj yun. Walang ibang adik ng 1D dito sa bahay kundi siya lang. 🎼 You know, I know, you know I’ll remember you And I know, you know, I know you’ll remember me And you know, I know, you know I’ll remember you And I know, you know, I hope you’ll remember How we danced, how we danced ….. 🎼

Cayden's POV I look out the window aimlessly. I am bothered this past few days. I don't know if they are real or not. But every night, I woke up having dreams of August. My jaw clenched. If my hunch is correct, they are my missing memory. Yeah, I know I lost part of my memory. I accidentally heard it from my mother and I forgot one specific person. Hindi ko alam dati kung sino ang nakalimutan ko, but now somehow I am convince na si August yun.

Palabas na ako ng HQ nang marinig ko siyang mahinang bumulong. "You were forgetting me while I'm trying to remember you."

nakita ko ang sakit na dumaan sa mga mata niya pero hindi ko ito pinansin. " I'm not blaming anyone, but right now, I'm in my most vulnerable state. I don't remember anything. I don't even remember my name. I don't remember where I've been and what I am in the past and that includes you. I don't remember you or anything about you." diretso kong sabi sa kanya. Hindi ko na rin inalintana ang mga tingin at bulung-bulungan ng mga kaibigan niya.

For him, for the man I thought of never gonna hurt me. I want to forget you. I hope I could wake up tomorrow with no worries, tomorrow that I will no longer remember you, Trevor. I wish I could forget how I gave my whole stupid heart to you.

Mas mabuti na lang siguro ang ganun, at least bawas na sa mga ala-alang dapat kung ipagluksa. (I recall when you said you love me so. I remember you said you'll never go ...) Naiyak ako dahil sa lyrics ng kantang pama paimbabaw. 'One Day', yeah... Sana nga dumating na yong araw na wala na akong nararamdamang ganito. Na ngingiti ako ng natural. Na tatawa ako ng walang bahid ng kaplastikan.Na pupunta ako sa lugar na ito para magsaya, hindi para lumuha kagaya ng sa ngayon.

'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well And here I am again, making myself a fool. How can I love him and how can we be happy if I remember all the bad things that happened in the best. I remember it all too well that is and that is what blocking me from wanting to be with him aside from that I am not sure he really wants me if I still see that Daniella around him.

Ngumiti siya sa akin habang kumakanta ako, yung iba pumalakpak habang yung iba nagulat na first time nila marinig akong kumanta. “Be my Green Tea in the morning B e my, my sugar honey You're just so great I wonder girl I wonder why you love me It's so lovely, can't complain One day I'll give you my name If you're down If you're down” Pagkanta namin ng sabay habang nakatingin sa isa't isa. One day I'll give you my name.

But I guess, it's always the same thing that repeatedly happened to me. I close my eyes and wish that I should never close it again. Because as if memories have a heart that beats only at night, I was having the same heartbeat whenever I remembered all the crazy things we did. When we are still together... And nothing matters. //Flashbacks// I was having a bad day while waiting for the elevator to open. Hindi ko gustong pumupunta dito sa kumpanya ng mga Devine because I'm getting too much attention and I don't like it. Hindi naman kasi nag be-benifits sa akin ang atensiyon na nakukuha ko sa kompaniyang pag aari ng pamilya namin.