Novel & Cerita I Remember When I Lost My Mind

Gonna keep me young When we're old and grey I know that time move on But some things don't change I won't stop getting butterflies I get 'em every time I look into your eyes You won't stop running through my mind For the rest of both our lives You give me butterflies. Agad kung inistop ang kanta nang mapansin kung napapa sabay na ako. Shit naman... Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko pa iyan dinownload kung maiinis lang din ako. I keep on remembering what happened at the ball every time I heard that song.

sabi nito kaya bigla kong naalala yung mga araw na gustong gusto ko si keith pero pinapalayo ako lage ni iczeh. " jazz, do you wanna know how did you lost your memory?" dagdag pa nito. ni hindi ko ito nililingon. naguguluhan ako sa mga sinasabe nito. " it is when our mother died. she died infront of you." sabi nito. bigla naman pumintig ang ulo ko na may kasamang pagkirot. napakapit ako sa ulo ko kasabay ng pagguhit ng mga larawan sa aking isip. may magandang babaeng nakangiti saken na pinapaalis ako. teka.. sino naman yon?

My body was weak, spent, but my mind… my mind was screaming. What have I done?

patuloy niya What i will lost everything, my memories? Malilimutan ko ang pamilya ko at Si Vaughn. Pakshettt iniisip ko palang parang hindi ko kaya, parang winawasak ng paunti-unti yong puso ko Tinignan ko si mama sa mga mata at umiling-iling "I can't lose my memories again Ma" "No Aliah magpapa-Opera tayo whether you like it or not" maawtoridad na sambit ni Mama

My voice cracked with confusion. “We’re in a hospital. Don’t worry, you’re safe. You’re with us. May masakit pa ba sa ‘yo?” I shook my head weakly. “Wala… I-I’m sorry. Did I lose consciousness? We were on the beach…” “You did,” he admitted, his voice rough. “You lost consciousness yesterday. Don’t apologize. The important thing is that you’re okay.” His gaze softened, though his tired eyes betrayed the fear he had endured. “Yesterday…” I whispered. My mind felt foggy. Every time I tried to remember, it was like smoke slipping through my fingers. I exhaled and chose to let it go, to calm myself instead of forcing it.

Masyado nang marami ang nawala sa akin at kahit isa ay wala pang nagbabayad. I cleared my throat and muttered some curses. “I lost already! I lost my stillborn children two times! I lost my left hand! I lost everything I thought I had as I keep on fighting them! Pero kahit isa ay wala pang nagbabayad! Dapat ba ay itigil ko na to at wag na lang gumanti?! Eh sa nangyayari ngayon, only a memory loss can fucking save me! Not you, not Lucien, not even myself, for fuck’s sake!” I blurted out and sobbed so hard I could hardly breathe.

Not as someone I recently met. I knew him. I loved him. I had loved him long before I forgot myself. Long before I forgot everything. My hands began shaking. "No..." I whispered. Then another memory came. Stronger this time. Violent. Unforgiving. Gunfire. Chaos. Smoke. The ambush. Vehicles exploding. Men screaming. Damon shouting orders. Blood. Fear. I remembered it. Not as a dream. As reality. I had been there. I had lived through it.

Desperada ako, desperada akong makuha siya. Napaluhod ako dahil sa sobrang sakit, sobrang sakit sa dibdib. Nangako ako sa sarili ko na gagawin ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko para bumalik kami sa dati. Kahit na malabo iyong nangyari. Pinunasan ko ang luha kon ng palad ko. “I will never give up! You're mine!”

sabi ko Ipinikit ko ang mata ko at dinama ko ang malamig na hangin. Magbabanyo sana ako ng makakita ako ng gitara sa gilid. Marunong naman ako mag gitara na miss ko tuloy yung gitara ko dati. Sinimulan kong pinatogtog at kinanta ko ang safe and sound by Taylor Swift. "I remember tears streaming down your face When I said I'll never let you go When all those shadows almost killed your light I remember you said don't leave me here alone But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight."

Eh ngayon pa nga lang pangit na ang paningin mo sa akin. "Weh? Ayaw mo lang na magustuhan ko si MESH." "Tama na, Lovimer." "Oh, okay. Nevermind na nga lang. Pero seryoso. Ang galing niyang gumawa ng kanta." "Anong title ng song?" "Random Memories? Basta, parang tungkol sa sakit ng nakaraan na hanggang sa kasalukuyan ay dala-dala pa rin natin. Hindi naman ako broken-hearted pero alam mo 'yon? Noong nabasa ko pa lang ang lyrics parang ang sakit na sa dibdib."