روايات وقصص ضمن Regretting

"Dahil gusto kong kalimutan si Margarette kaya—" "Mali Insan eh," biglang sabi nito, talagang prangka na. Hinarap pa sya sabay lapag ng baso. "Malay natin diba? Habang nakikipagrelasyon ka kay Cindy nakikita ka pala ni Margarette sa loob ng anim na taon na akala mo, hindi sya mahagilap? Edi mas lalong nagalit pala yun sa'yo kaya hindi nagpakita, diba?" Nagpatunog ito ng dila, at umiwas ng tingin. Sya naman napalunok sa realization na yun. "Parang item lang kasi yan na gusto mong bilhin, Insan eh. Naisip mo ba? Gusto mong bilhin ang item kaso wala kang pera. Nagdesisyon kang mag-ipon para mabili yun kaso nga lang habang nagkakapera ka ginagastos mo sa iba kaya wala kang naipon. Hanggang sa an

I hope I will never regret my decision. "Yes."

sagot ko, pilit nakangiti. Sandali siyang tumigil, tiningnan ang paligid, at huminga nang malalim. “Naive. Always naive. Sofia… she never hesitated. She knew exactly what to do, what to say. And you? You stumble and fumble and expect me to appreciate it?”

She felt Jeffrey glanced at her. Malungkot siyang napangiti, oh how she would give everything just to meet her mother again, she would do it with a heartbeat. "They probably hate me. I can't face them. I'm too ashamed." Bumuntong-hininga siya at hinarap ito saka nginitian. "I see that your regrets are stronger than your longing. If you keep living that way, you may grow old and die with full of regrets." Sagot niya.

O mas higit pa doon? Kinagat niya ang labi niya para pigilan ang luha na nagbabadya na naman bumagsak, pero huli na ito. Muli na naman siyang napaiyak. Dinaluhan siya ni Jarren at niyakap nang mahigpit. "Sshh... Don't cry. Hindi mo dapat iniiyakan ang gago mong asawa. You are more than his wife, Katie. You are the Thompson Heiress. Hindi ka dapat pumapayag na may nananakit sayo."

Ang pinagkaiba lang ay ako ang gumawa ng misery kaya ako lang din ang aani ng mga consequences. Kung fate sana ang may gawa ay baka mabigyan pa ako ng chances ng time para kahit paano ay mailalagay sa tamang proseso ang pagsasaayos ng mga bagay na nasira. Kahit pa sabihing hindi na ito maibabalik pa sa dati. Anyway, what's the cost of regrets for? Maibabalik ko pa ba ang lahat sa simula? I guess so, but I know I am definitely wrong.

Remon smiled at me and stand up. "Remember this," he paused and took a deep breath bago magsalita ulit. "I love you so much, I didn't regret of loving you, I regret what I've done to you, Yhra. Ikaw ang pinaka magandang nangyare sa buhay ko, having you was the best moments in my life, I won't justify what I done wrong to you, and I know that sorry is not enough for every single shits that I made before." Remon close his eyes and his tears fall down on his cheeks.

Parehas na kaming sumisinghot, walang pake kung pagtinginan kami ng mga tao sa paligid. "God knows how much I regretted everything. How much I regretted being a weak and useless mother. I couldn't do much to look for you and your sisters. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, anak. I'm so sorry for all of the things you've been through." Umiling-iling ako bago siya niyakap at humikbi.

"Tobby I'm sorry," "Your sorry has nothing to do with it anymore, kahit mag sorry ka pa hanggang sa huling hininga mo, hindi mo na maibabalik ang buhay ng nanay ko. Now leave,.....leave my fvcking life at huwag ka ng bumalik pa. Pinagsisihan ko ang lahat, pinagsisihan ko na ikaw pa ang minahal ko, pinagsisihan ko na ikaw pa ang babaeng pinangarap ko. I regret everything Aireen, pinagsisihan ko lahat-lahat, naririnig mo ba? Naintindihan mo ba?" malakas na bulyaw nito sa kan'ya bago s'ya hinatak muli at marahas na ibinalya sa labas ng pinto.

he sounded so weak, crying. I covered my mouth to stop myself from sobbing. Hearing his weak voice and painful cries, I am hurting too. Pakiramdam ko naninikip ang aking dibdib. I can't do this. Hindi ako ito. Hindi ako ang Samantha na mapagtanim ng galit. "If I could only turn back the time and undo all the wrong things I did to you I will do it. But I know that no matter what I do I can't turn back the time. I have wronged and hurt you and I deeply regret it."