Hated 소설 & 이야기

He slowly turned his face back to Lauren, his eyes flashing with absolute hatred. "Huwag mong muling bababuyin ang paghihirap ko, at huwag mo siyang idadamay sa mga maruruming kuwento sa utak mo," banta ni Lauren, her voice trembling not out of fear, but from a blinding, protective rage for Anne.

She left me. I hate people. They hate me too. I don't care. Kahit halos madapa na ako sa kakabato ng ibang tao ng masasakit na salita sa akin, I stand up and move forward. Mahirap nga lang. I've isolated myself for so many years. Hindi ko na nakaya ang pananakit ng aking dibdib sa sobrang pagkikimkim. My hatred is the reason why I am like this. I don't want to admit it but yes, I couldn't stop myself to hate the world. The people. Sometimes I can't sort out my feelings anymore. It's making me frustrated everytime I want to be nice but I feel so angry all of a sudden!

Hindi ako umimik, unti-unting akong kumalma at nakinig sa sasabihin pa niya. “I'm angry with you, but I don't hate you. I'm hurt because you know I love you. It's not easy for me, Scarlett. The pain is twice as intense…And one more thing, it's difficult to forget everything, especially the memories we shared, the happy days we spent together. It's hard to accept, I don't know what to prioritize because I'm so confused… “...I love you, that's why I can't hate you. Remember that, Scarlett. I'm just angry because anyone would be angry with what I found out.” Biglang lumamlam ang kanyang mga mata habang sinasabi ang mga katagang iyon.

Sumandal siya sa pader at nagtago. "I hated her, 'I am right, and you are wrong kinda thingy.' I hated her long pause thinking what she wanted to tell you. I hated her when she said she was okay, but she cried when she's alone. Basta! I hated it when she's showing she was tough at ayaw aminin na mahina din siya..." Nakagat niya ang labi sa narinig. Ganoon ba siya talaga? "What about you, Tito Rob? Don't tell me you love everything about my mom? Tayo lang na dalawa dito. Tell me what you hate about her..."

Argh! “Die bitch! I hate you so much! Ang kamatayan mo lang ang magiging katahimikan ko! Magiging masaya na ako kapag nawala ka! Hihilahin ko ang bangkay mo at ihaharap sa pinaka mamahal mong asawa! I want to see his reaction, Gusto ko siyang masaktan! Gusto ko siyang madusa! Hinding hindi ko hahayaan na maging masaya kayong dalawa!!”

Humugot siya ng malalim na hininga at muling pumangalumbaba. “Don't tell me, you fell in love with that man?” Napangiwi siya at muling nag-angat ng tingin. “Hell, no. Why would someone fall for him? He’s an asshole. He’s arrogant and rude. I hate him.” “But there’s always a thin line between love and hate, Lala. I’m sure alam mo ang tungkol diyan, ‘di ba?” “Of course.”

Sabi nya na halos hangin na lamang ang lumabas sa bibig nya. Nang akmang aalis na siya, saka ko pa lamang naisipang magsalita, "O-Of course I hate it." Sabi ko. Napansin ko ang pagkuyom ang kamay nya kaya agad kong tinuloy ang sasabihin ko, "B-But only some of it. Yes, I hate it when you forced me and hate it even more everytime you hurt me. I also hate your selfish side, you being with someone else, when you've let another person calls you the way I do."

"Ahm." "Bakit? He looks like he cares so much about you." Hustzy eyes is full of curiosity, para siyang batang walang kamuwang muwang sa mundo kaya gustong gusto niyang malaman ang lahat. "Maybe he really does care about me, pero mas nangingibabaw pa rin ang pagkamuhi." Hate is really a strong word. Before, I would describe his feeling as annoyed. But I just heard it from his mouth that he hates me.

“Tell me, anak, just tell me that you don’t like it.” “I hate it!” hiyaw ko na agad, na ikinagulat din niya, katulad ng mga kasama namin na sumunod din sa amin. “I hate it so much na para akong mamamatay kapag naroon ako at kapag naririnig ko ang lugar na ‘yon. I fvcking hate it!”

Isa ka nang target. Napalunok ako. Target. Ang simpleng buhay na ginusto ko, ang katahimikan na matagal ko nang hinahanap—lahat ‘yon parang naglaho na. "Hindi kita pipilitin," dagdag ni Krim, mas malumanay ang boses niya ngayon. "Pero gusto kong malaman mo ang katotohanan. Ang mga taong ‘yan... hindi sila titigil hangga’t hindi nila tayo nakukuha. At ang mas masakit, gagamitin nila ang lahat ng paraan para lang matiyak na hindi tayo makakatakas kahit buhay pa natin ang maging kapalit."