Unbearable Novels & Stories

dagdag niya pa. Halos madurog ang puso ko sa nasaksihan na paghihirap ng kapatid ko. Umikot ako sa kanyang harapan at pinantayan siya. "You are not a bad person. Okay? Y-you will never be. You're just hurt kaya ka ganyan. All you need is the person who will understand your pain and that is me Kiara. I w-will never turn my back on you." nahihirapang saad ko. "If I am not a bad person why am I suffering in this pain? I deserve to be happy right? But why can't I be happy? Why am I always crying? B-bakit iniiwan ako?"

Paano ba iyan mawawala? "Your hair, the same shade of black as dark as the aisle of the church when there is no light every time the chandelier of the church was broken. These curls... feels like submerging in an waves of ocean. It's so deep that I am encouraged to find and swim great depths within the pain. The only way out is to dig deeper and first be immersed in your ocean of ache. And then slowly, carefully, I will find my way to the surface. Finally being able to breathe and realizing that there is nothing I cannot overcome. I feel like you are once the reason behind my strength. Why is that?"

tanong nito. Napatingin siya rito. "Bakit...bakit naman ako magagalit?" "I did a lot to you. Most of them are unforgivable," pag-amin nito. Nagpunas siya nang luha at mapait na tumawa. "Alin ba ang unforgivable doon? Iyong sinampal mo ako sa harap ng maraming tao? Iyong tinawag mo akong mang-aagaw? Iyong ni-frame ako kaya ako nakulong?" Ngumiti siya rito. "That's forgivable, wala kang pinatay sa pamilya ko, wala kang pinarusahan, tinanggalan ng karapatang mamuhay nang maayos, so wala kang nagawang unforgivable things to me." Piniga niya nang marahan ang kamay nito. "Just forget it."

Nababaliw na ba ako? Napaatras naman ako at umiling. Inalis ang iniisip ko at hindi pinaniniwalaan ang mga sinasabi niya. A contract? As if the Verbo couple sold me to him! How could they—How cruel they are to do that? I’m not a thing a lan or whatever na p’wede nilang paglaruan o pagpasa-pasahan!

Duguan at wala ng buhay, mga katawan ng aming kapwa sundalo na nawalan ng buhay matapos magkaroon ng sneak attack ang military forces ng Estria sa kampo na min na naka base malapit sa border. I felt suffocation creeping and swallowing my chest making my breathing rough and painful. From the distance, I could hear the roaring sounds of gunfires, bombings, panicked screams of soldiers, and the desperate cries of my fellow countrymen. I was pulled out of my reverie nang maramdaman ko ang mabigat at mahigpit na hawak ng dalawang kamay sa aking balikat. "Asteria! Pull yourself together!" He sounded angry but I saw concern when I looked into his murky eyes.

Thank you for answering! Gosh, someone's so grumpy right now because of that! I couldn't reply. I just don't know what to say. I'm not dense and I know what she's talking about. Pero ewan ko ba, I keep on ignoring the thought. Minsan lang ako active sa F******k. Wala akong magawa ngayon kasi wala namang assignments or anything tapos hindi pa ako inaantok kasi ang haba ng supposedly ay 'nap' ko lang, kaya hindi ko namalayang magmi-midnight na and I'm still on F******k. I wouldn't know if it weren't for Sir Troy's chat.

I already expected it. "I am over him, Max. A man like Winter is not the type you should cry for. He is easy to forget. Just like that." pagkibit balikat ko pang saad. Alam ko sa aking sarili na kabaliktaran lahat ng sinabi ko. I lied but who cares, it feels so right anyways.

"Grabe 'tong bhebhe ko, sagad-sagaran sa pangcha-child abuse." "Ugh, whatever." Napa-irap na lang sa kawalan si Bea.

umiiyak na bawi ni Lauren, the hot tears finally spilling over her cheeks, her chest heaving as she looked into the eyes of the woman she loved. "Ang solusyon mo ay magkunwaring banyaga ako sa 'yo? Anne, mas gusto ko pang harapin ang panel, si Kaelith, o kahit ang buong university na kasama ka, kaysa sa protektahan mo nga ako pero pinapatay mo naman ako sa lamig!" "Hindi mo naiintindihan ang bigat ng pader na 'to, Lauren!" hikbi ni Anne, a raw, agonizing desperation breaking through her voice.

Hindi ko na sila pinansin at umakyat na sa kwarto ko. Sinalampak ko ang katawan ko sa kama ko at niyakap si Ice Bear at doon umiyak. It really frustrate me! I cry and cry over and over again until I felt so weak. Making me weak doesn't that I won't fight, I will fight kahit na hindi ko alam kung paano. Hindi siya sumasagot sa mga tawag at chat ko.