Novel & Cerita Poem For My Mother

Ito ang puno’t dulo ng lahat ng mga nangyayari ngayon. I thought I was too numb to feel anything, pero hindi pa rin pala. And it was because of my mother, who even in death, still has her own surprises for her one and only daughter. “You really outdid yourself this time, Mom,” mapait na bulong ko sa sarili habang tinititigan ang partikular na probisyon na nakasulat sa papel. It was written in bold letters unlike the rest of it.

Ay naging pinakamasakit na gabi ng buhay namin. I lost her, I lost my mom.

Sa tingin ko nga ay mas mabuting malaman ng mga narito kung gaano ka walang hiya si Charitee. “At ikaw naman, Charitee, ganito ka na ba ka desperada para makaangat sa buhay? Kamamatay lang ng mama ko! Magdadalawang linggo pa lang! Sana man lang ay binigyan mo ng kahit kauntng respeto ang pagkawala niya!” Hindi ko na napigilan ang sunod-sunod na pagbagsak ng mga luha ko. I am aching for my mother. This is so unfair for her. She doesn’t deserve this…

I am actually planning to visit Pampanga this weekend, para na rin madalhan ng bulaklak si Mama. I smiled at the thought of her liking the flowers I will give her. How I miss my mom, her warmth and her smiles. If she only loved a good man, she would have been happy and alive. Hindi na baleng hindi ako nabuhay sa mundong ito, ang mahalaga ay naranasan niya sanang mahalin ng totoo. She didn't deserve to be a mistress. If we can only choose who to love, the world would have been better.

A Mother’s Love A mother’s love for us, Is genuine and true. Incomparable and definitely lasts, A love that is pure and undeniable. She gives tender care and affection, To her children and love ones without condition. She touches lives with compassion, She helps and shares without hesitation. Our world cannot stand without her, She is our wind beneath our wings. Joy and happiness, she always brings, To our life, she is a great defender. She is always there, When we are feeling down. She stands firm and strong, She is our everything.

Hindi na sumagot ang dalaga bagkus ay muli niyang hinarap ang puntod ng ina saka nagwika. "Things will never be the same without you, mom, and you leaving us has left a deep void in our hearts. We all miss you and wish you did not have to leave us so soon. Time is supposed to heal wounds, mom, but it seems as though all it does is make me miss you even more each day that you are gone. Sweet memories of you keep us going even when the pain of losing you is still so fresh in our hearts. Mom, we miss you so much. I have wept, I have cried, and I have grieved for you. My heart is in pain, and I miss you so much, mom. Oh, mom, why did you have to leave so soon? Just when I was finally beginning

Hindi ako nakabisita sa loob ng isang linggo. Titig na titig siya sa akin, hindi nagsasalita. Mapungay ang mga mata niya at may lungkot doon. "Na miss ko kayo, Nay." I started sobbing as I hugged her. This is home. I love my mother so much. I would risk and do anything just for her. "Pagaling na kayo, please. Para makauwi na tayo,. 'Wag kayo mag-alala, lalayo tayo sa mga taong mananakit sayo, sa atin."

Poot david, sa murang edad niya, nawalan siya ng ina. "Anak ko... patawarin mo ang daddy.... My son... forgive m hindi ko naprotektahan ang mommy mo.... dahil sa akin nawala ang mommy mo.... It’s all my fault... your mom is gone because of me... wala na siya anak... Iniwan na niya tayo. She left us... and it’s all my fault." sinisisi ko ang sarili ko.

Hindi ko ata kakayanin kapag nangyari iyon. In just blinked of an eye.. I lost him. Napakawalang kuwenta ko talaga. Pakiramdam ko ay kasalanan ko ang lahat. I should've listen to my instinct for the second time around! But I can't resist my son. Being a mother is not that easy more than you think.

"I know the Lord is teaching you forgiveness right there. I'm sorry if Mommy can't give that to them, baby." Isang malalim na paghinga ang ginawa ko at pinunasan ang luhang pumatak sa aking pisngi. Pilit akong ngumiti at hinaplos sa huling pagkakataon ang lapida niya. Mayamaya pa ay ipinikit ko ang aking mga mata at buong pusong humiling. I hope, in our next life, you will still choose me to be your mother. I promise, I won't let you get hurt again, Angele Dei.