Look Into My Eyes นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Geraldine's Point of View* Nakabihis na ako ngayon ng disguise at napatingin ako kay Jane na nag-aalalang nakatingin pa din sa akin. "Jane," tawag ko sa kanya at nagising naman siya. Malalim atah ang iniisip niya ngayon. "Hmm?" "Look into my eyes." Tiningnan naman niya ang mga mata ko. "Hangga't nandidito pa ako ay walang kahit sino ang hahawak sayo. Hangga't walang permission ko ay walang kahit sino ang kukuha sayo dahil kanang kamay kita. Naintindihan mo ba?"

still no respond. Inabot ko ang balikat niya at bahagyang niyugyog. Wala pa rin. Hinawi ko ang natutuyo na niyang buhok. Dalawang kamay upang makita ko ang mukha niya. Iniangat ko rin ang kanyang baba. Pero napatda ako sa nakita. His bloodshot eyes are looking directly at me now. Natulala ako. Bakas pa ang luha sa palibot ng mata niya. He cried.

Otomatiko namang umaatras ako. “Totoo! Ano ka ba—” Bigla siyang yumuko nang konti hanggang magkapantay kami ng mata. “Have I ever told you that I like looking into your eyes?” Mahina ang boses nito pero tila ba tumagos ito hanggang sa kalamnan ko. “A-ano namang mayroon sa mata ko?” Natawa ako, pero nanginginig. “Hindi naman ako banyaga—”

Dahan-dahan akong nag-angat ng tingin. My body run cold when my eyes met those cold and menacing emerald eyes. I'm so dead.

Bigla akong napahugot ng hininga. His eyes were looking at me furiously. They were almost on fire. My mind is telling me to look away, but I couldn’t. Natatakot ako na baka kapag nag-iwas ako ng tingin ay baka bigla niya na lang akong sugurin at saktan.

Parang nagbalik sa aking alaala kung paanong ang isang Juago’ng palangiti at palatawa’y unti-unting mababasag ang ekspresiyon sa mukha. My eyes just avoid his eyes when he glance at me. Damn. How can you look at someone while it seems like pain is also consuming you?

"When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting To be with you again? Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

Masyadong tahimik ang kwarto. Masyadong sarado ang hangin. Masyadong kaming dalawa lang. Dahan-dahan kong minulat ang mata ko. Nakatitig na siya sa akin. Hindi sa sugat ko. Sa akin. Sa bibig ko. Sa mga mata ko. Sa bawat bagay na hindi niya dapat tinitingnan nang gano’n. Nanikip ang dibdib ko. “Why are you looking at me like that?” mahina kong tanong.

His presence screams power and his calmness seems dangerous. Habang naka tingin ako sa kanya ay naramdaman niya atang nakatitig ako sa kanya kaya lumingon siya saakin. His lifeless eyes met mine, we locked eyes and I felt shivers down to my spines and this is not good. That lifeless pair of cold brown eyes are like a syringe with anesthesia that injected throughout my body, now I feel numb! I can compare his eyes with a tranquility land, calm yet very dangerous.

Nararamdaman ko na naman ang pagpapawis ng kili-kili ko kahit malamig dito sa labas. “If you’re talking to me, don’t even think about looking away. Look into my eyes, baby. I absolutely crave those mesmerizing eyes of yours. They’re pretty damn addictive. So, yeah, make sure to give me a good dose of eye contact. Do you understand, hmm?”