Romans & histoires When I Close My Eyes

Hindi ko na siya pinansin dahil ang atensyon ko ay nakatuon na sa mga luhang nag-uunahan na makalabas mula sa mata ko. When I stepped my feet inside my cold and gloomy room, I immediately covered my eyes and did the only thing I always wanted to do since I woke up earlier: cry. I let myself cry and cry. Just freaking... cry. Hindi ko alam kung kailan hihinto ang mga luhang iyon pero hinayaan ko na lang sila. Wala na akong oras pa para isipin ang ibang bagay. I just... wanted to cry for now.

Pirma ko na lang ang kulang at ganap na akong malaya. Pumasok ako sa aking silid at sumampa sa malambot at mabago kong kama. I close my eyes. Hanggang sa hilahin na ako ng antok.

't stop crying when we took a picture. "Kayong dalawa na bahala sa kanila,lakanila,sa kanya. Eikanya.t Drake,ipaDrake, nyo na ituturing nyo siyang higit sa kaibigan." Utal ko nUtalgsasalita sa kanila at na-ligtas ko na ang mundo at ang anak ko. I just closed my eyes because I wanted to rest. I wrest. tired,andtired, I closed my eyes, I knew that God would take me.

'𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴

Nakaramdam na agad ako ng ginhawa sa mga oras na nasayaran nang tubig ang buong katawan ko. When I close my eyes isang imahe agad ang pilit na pumapasok sa aking gunita. Ito rin ang imahe na iniwasan ko at nilayuan sa mga oras na iyon. I did that because I am barely tempted to claim her mouth as hard as I can a while ago. Wala itong malay na nagpipigil lang ako sa aking sarili na gawin iyon sa harap mismo ng mga tauhan ko.

Katulad kanina, tahimik ulit siyang lumabas, nagawa pang isarado ang pinto nang hindi binubuksan ang mga mata. Something inside me twisted when I realized he really had his eyes closed the entire time, even when he cleaned the floor earlier. I just shrugged, brushed the thought aside, and finished my bath. Hindi ko naitanong sa kaniya kung anong oras ang kasal, pero nagsimula na akong maghanda.

She always cares for herself. I forcefully closed my eyes before the tears fall down streamingly into my cheeks. I hate crying. I wanted to die but I still wanted to fight. Maybe after a few minutes, I might fall into a deep sleep. I hope to see you in my dreams dad, my real dad. I don't know how long I am closing my eyes. I just wanted to sleep, when suddenly I felt something is moving around my feet. And felt like there is someone standing at the end of my bed.

I chuckled. "I actually want to kiss you." I froze and glared at him at he just chuckled. "Mom used to kissing my wound to remove the pain, you know?" He returned to his usual self again. I winced and shook my head. "Sino niloloko n'yo?" "Close your eyes," he said with a serious tone. My forehead creased. "What?" I asked, a bit puzzled. "Why would I?" "Just trust me, okay? Close your eyes."

Namilog ang aking mga mata habang nakatingin sa lalaking nasa harapan. I have to blink my eyes to make sure I ain't dreaming or hallucinating. Kinurot ko pa ang aking pisngi para masigurong hindi ako nananaginip.

He closed his eyes too and let their lips collided. END